When I was rather deep into the occult, New Age world in the early 70’s, looking back now, I realize that I was under severe demonic torment. The enemy tends to torment those that he knows that God intends to save. I was steeped into the occult for 3 years, when like a whirlwind, the Holy Ghost scooped me up and caused me to be born again on a Monday, March 29, 1977 at 4pm in my living room. Once I was born again, the torment completely stopped. However, the fake Jesus didn’t stop. He simply changed his tactics from torment to demonic deception, which is yet another story.
I did not suffer from the torment, because I have a kind of “Star Trek” type of personality and my rational yet flexible mind did not realize that the fallen angels were trying to send me crazy. I’m sure I caused them a great deal of frustration when I didn’t flip out, get overwhelmed with fear, and allow the cheese to slip off of my cracker. I was like a child watching a magician pull a rabbit out of a hat, and in joyous glee holler, “MORE! MORE!!!!”
Once the fallen angel assigned to me threatened me and warned: “If you go to a certain place, you will die on the elevator.” Well, bold and brash me took the challenge and left my apt and stood by the elevator, waiting for the car to go down. When the door opened, there was no car, and I watched one of the ropes fall from above, down the elevator shaft. Did I go back to my apartment and shunder in fear? No. I walked down the stairs in the stairwell and went where I intended to go without any harm coming to me.
It was things like that which I experienced as a natural course of events for 3 years. I remember that they tried to flip me out by sending me a message through automatic writing, “Pam, we have a surprise for you. When you go home, go straight to your refrigerator.” I did so. There, on the top shelf was my iron.” Did I flip out? No. I was excited and not afraid. I said, “Wow, can you guys do that again?”
When fallen angels walked into me and spoke through my mouth, while my spirit was standing on the other side of the room looking at me, was I afraid? No. I asked for more. Any time I asked, they did not come. When they entered me, I was always caught by surprise. I have since discovered that they could not come when I called them because God would not allow it. Once I became born again 34 years ago, all of this kind of thing stopped cold!
Consequently, it truly baffled me when so many tormented churchgoing folk who claimed to be saved, continue to seek me for deliverance counseling on the web, since Dec. 2002. What I have seen and worked with is absolutely astounding. Several of the accounts are detailed in 3 of my books, mainly in “Faces of the Religious Demon.”
The examples are numerous, steadily growing in number. Here are but a few. A churchgoer reported that she had to read a tiny bible because her big bible was used as a weapon to beat her in the head with it. A fallen angel took her own arm and used it to beat herself. Another could NOT read the bible out loud. When she attempted to, the fallen angel used her mouth to scream out blashemies and foul language. Another saw excrement over her food, which was not actually there and she became obsessive-compulsive. Another was forced to eat out of garbage cans. Another grabbed the steering wheel of my car when I picked her up from the bus station. I was driving on a highway at 65 miles an hour.
The list of torments goes on and on with people who claim to be saved, most speak in tongues, and practically all of them attended church regularly.
Fallen angels should not be able to enter a born again person. When they can, then they are in control. No saved person ought to be hearing voices constantly. So if you are in demonic torment, God is allowing the torment as a blessing to open your spiritually blind eyes to the fact that YOU ARE NOT SAVED!
The good news is that the torment itself is a sign that God DOES plan to save you. You just need for that religious demon sent by the fake Jesus to be case out of you SO THAT HE CAN SAVE YOU.
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