As I pointed out in Part 1, when I was led out of a denomination as an active pastor, I expected to be sent to another church affiliation. So I waited. I waited 3 years when I heard a voice say to me that “He had already judged the church and that the Holy Ghost war not there any longer. In fact, I was also informed that the Holy Ghost had left the church BEFORE I ARRIVED IN 1979!
That was another major shock. I did not want to believe that who I had heard from was the Lord. So I began with the premise that I had heard from the devil. The choice was easy. Either God or the devil.It was definitely not my own soul who spoke to me.You see, I had become addicted to church and I did not want to go through a sudden, un-planned detox. I had also become habituated to preaching and pastoring a congregation. so a cold turkey withdrawal from the organized church system was too much, even for a vivid imagination like mine to conceive.
So to try the spirits to see if they be of God, I decided to study church history. I figured if the Holy Ghost had left the church, signs would be evident somewhere in 2000 years of church history. Then something happened that added to my investigation. As I watched a video clip of a worship service led by evangelist Cindy Trimm, as hundreds fell slain like ocean waves, Trimm proclaimed “I thank you Father, that the spirit of Ashtar has fallen upon the people.”
Ashtar? Who is Ashtar? He sounded vaguely familiar to me from the old testament. There was a god, a fallen angel I remembered named Ashtaroth. So I began to google and to google some more and I found the being who calls himself “Ashtar” to new age occultists. I learned that Ashtar reports to yet another fallen angel who is known as Jesus Sananda Immanuel. I continued to study and I discovered that Sananda reports to a being called Maitreya. Maitreya’s rhetoric as channeled through various psychic mediums read a lot like the Anti-Christ.
My studies and notes turned into 220 pages, the book “the Fake Jesus:Fallen Angels Among Us.” ( ebook www.lulu.com/content/12044954 and the soft cover www.lulu.com/content/2716532) In a nut shell, besides studying church history, I reviewed the writings communicated to various occult channels via fallen angels.I tried the spirits for ONE whole year. Once the project was completed, I came to an un-deniable conclusion. II had heard from the Lord. The organized church is in the same condition as a boarded up, inner city condemned building. The Holy Ghost is NOT there
Satan began to progressively establish a seat within church divisions, sects and organization since the organization of the church in the third century.If you are born again and you still attend church, the Holy Ghost will speak to you. He may use a written blog or a book, a dream, whatever. He may use hypocrites and haters to run you out. If you are in the church and you have had a false conversion, if you are one of the elect, the enemy is waving a license to keep you in God’s face. The fake Jesus stands on his rights because YOU invited him to come into you when you repeated a sinner’s prayer, “accepted” Jesus and invited him into your heart. Sananda is the one you are worshiping. He did not lie to his occult followers when he told them that he is in control of the organized Christian Church.
I heard from God. That is enough to keep me out of the organized church.
Perhaps my testimony is not enough for YOU. That is okay. I am assured if you belong to Jesus Christ of Nazareth, the Holy Spirit will speak to you and lead you out. You may have to stand alone as I stand. Believe me, Beloved. It is not so bad on my side or from my viewpoint. If I am wrong, He will correct me. This is my faith. I stand on it.