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Satan's Agenda for a Little Girl Part II

23 Sunday Oct 2011

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Pam cast a demon of depression from me and I haven't been depressed since that day, two years ago.

Shortly after I aborted my first child, I left the boyfriend who had gotten me pregnant. I was so desperate to be loved, driven to be loved. It would lead me into a string of promiscuous relationships opening myself deeper to the depression demon. After my sister’s death, I rallied against these demonic entities, wanting to be free. I always had a yearning to be free from the sadness and the loneliness. I had let go of the thoughts of any religion at that point and decided to do things on my own. Shortly after, I had met someone who would eventually become my husband. He was a classic narcissist, but in a way, I wanted someone who was so involved with themselves that they couldn’t see how dirty and used I was. I was fully bulimic at the time, trying to keep my weight down so I would be attractive to my soon to be husband.

 I believe now, that it was those lustful spirits in me that attracted men with the same spirits. I ended up becoming pregnant again and aborted it even though it was with the man I was going to marry.  I was lonely and knew that there was really no love, I never felt loved but I married him anyway. I remember waking up on my wedding day and saying to myself “What have I done?” One of Satan’s big lies is, you better get married right now because there may not be anyone else who want’s you. So you settle for less than what God has for you. Not knowing it then, but God was going to save me, He knew my heart and He gave me two children as a blessing. Depression however was always with me. When, 8 years after our marriage I hit the wall. My husband was terrible to me, angry and mean. My children were out of control…I went outside and cried out with all my heart to the Lord…”SAVE ME! I cannot be saved unless you save me, I’m sorry for not listening to you!”

He did save me, the problem was, I had always been led by emotions and emotional experiences…so for all of those years I was led by the fake jesus and his demons, they were still working but now, they could use my salvation . This was the jesus who would fight with me to go from a Lutheran church, to a Charismatic  Non Denominational church. It would make me cry every week in the shower. I bought into the lie, hook, line and sinker. Because of the false doctrine, and the emotional aspect, I went deeper into depression and the deeper I went into depression, the deeper I went into the church.

 It was cyclical, looking for my answers there as if God was a “candy machine.” This is how they teach, ” just ask God,  just tithe, just do what God want’s you to do, be faithful, go to more events, pray more, get on your knees more, dance more, get involved more  etc etc etc.” It just put me into more and more bondage. At one point, driving home in my car after church, all I could think was, “it’s never going to happen, I am always going to be sick and depressed!” I wanted to believe there was a way, but I knew what I was doing wasn’t working. Only God could have opened my eyes to what was going on, I couldn’t have brought myself to see it. I remember a time in worship I was worshiping in full extension, arms over my head, lost, and I felt the Holy Spirit saying to me, “they worship me with their mouths, but their hearts are far away from me.”

 Immediately my hands went down. It was from then on God began to reveal truths to me. Eventually, God brought me out and led me to Pam and to my freedom. Satan couldn’t stop what God had intended for me because He always knew my heart….there is hope for you too.

If you suffer from demonic affliction, depression, abortions,   a bad marriage,  phony religion, you should  call Sheppard’s Counseling Center today. Even if you just need to talk, the phone lines are open right now. Her team of supervised deliverance ministers, are waiting to serve you. Your deliverance, and full freedom in Christ is Pam’s number one concern. The fact that she has 38 years of experience as a licensed therapist  under her belt, should beckon you to the phone to make the call. Call Now! (518)477-5759.

I WAS SET UP TO MARRY BY A FALLEN ANGEL

23 Sunday Oct 2011

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JOINED IN BARBED WIRE!

ALL MARRIAGES ARE NOT JOINED BY GOD!

When I was an unsaved atheist, God actually did join me in marriage.  I also had sense enough to pick a man who was compatible to me in every way.  Although my first husband  died of a massive heart attack when he was very young, he left me with a jewel, the most important person in my life—my daughter who today is invaluable on so many levels.  However, once I became a Christian, I lost ALL good commonsense, assuming that I could not serve God unless I was joined to a Christian man. 

 Like all stories, mine can be long and involved so suffice me to put things “in a nutshell.”The  enemy had convinced me that I was called to prison ministry. In fact, a  bald headed, huge and muscular Mr. Clean looking being came forth in a dream and bellowed at me, “I am an angel sent from God to show you your future.”The “angel” sat me down at a blueprint table and showed me a plan for several huge facilities to house prisoners and substance abusers. At the time, my uncle had promised me 300 acres of land so it “all tied together” in a neat little package. The angel also said “The man you will marry will head up the entire project. You will provide the spiritual and counseling component.”

My full testimony of how I escaped Satan’s traps are in this book. Click the cover to preview

This dream was then used to draw me into marriages–with not one but two different men with serious felony records–both men sent to destroy me. The first marriage was 3 years later to Billy G., in 1988 and the second marriage in 1996 to Richard C. Billy  was married already but he was in prison. I had dated him in 1979 when he was free , not knowing that he was he was married  even then. So one day I went to visit him in prison. Immediately after the visit, a power came on me so strong, with the message “Billy  is THE ONE.” Six months later, we were married in prison. I thought he was going to be released soon, not knowing that Billy  had TWO consecutive  sentences which totaled 27 years. That was 1988. He was released from  prison in December 2010 lived for 5 months and then died of a sudden stroke. 

The bottom line is that  the marriage was an 8 year nightmare.  Believe it or not, I was beat down by Billy  in prison, while on a conjugal visit, on more than just one occasion. I would walk out of prison with a busted lip and other abrasions and lacerations.  I thought I was marrying a Christian, when Billy turned out to be a New Age occultist, an amateur warlock  who told me that “he had chains and gates on my soul.” 

 No he didn’t. On May 10, 1990, Billy  predicted that I would have a car accident in 2 weeks.  Thirteen days later, my car was hit in the back, while I was  on my way to the hospital because of the stress headache that I had for 2 weeks following his “prediction”.  I did not take his prediction seriously, yet interestingly enough,  the headache started the day he spoke his curse. On May 24, 1990,  I was on a 4 lane highway, in the middle of the day, driving about 65 miles an hour, headed for the hospital when my car was hit but not totalled. The power of God came on me and I drove that car like a racecar driver.  When I drove my wreck to the hospital,   I discovered that my blood pressure was approaching stroke level. 

  I broke out of Billy’s  barbed wire fence with a  chronic case of hypertension.

Then I met Richard, the love of my life. We met briefly and I told him about my dream from the angel. Richard had architect skills, so shortly after we met, he constructed a fantastic blueprint. I thought he was “the ONE” cause he could oversee building the first site. RICHARD ALSO  was NOT the one. Rich was even worst than Billy, if that could be possible. That was a 9 year nightmare with a heroin addict, a criminal with an anti-social personality. 

But the light broke through the darkness and I was set free from Richard by the hand of God.

As an aside—  Believe it or not, —Billy  sent me a letter two months before his release from prison, an obvious  invitation to “resume our marriage once he was released.” I spoke with him once, a few days after he was released. I was polite but I was firm. He died 5 months later of a stroke, 21 years to the day that he spoke a curse of death upon me.  May 10, 2011. He was buried on Friday, the 13th.  Was that the stroke that Billy had intended for me with his 13 day prediction?   God knows.

What you need to know in all of  this is that “if the enemy worked something against you and “IT WORKED,”  HE WILL TRY AND TRY AGAIN, EVEN USING THE SAME PEOPLE, PLACES AND THINGS. 

The lessons that I learned are not really for me.  I have the luxury of age, where I can look back over the last 40 years and see that after the death of my first husband, there was no man in God’s plan for me.  In this hour, I must press forward.  The “I’m waiting for my soul mate days” are OVER.  Not that I don’t love men and romance because I certainly do.  I just have other priorities today and unfortunately, I have assessed what I desire to do with the rest of my days and “a significant other” is just not in my plans.  I can’t take the risk.


I think the message that I have to pass on to the brethren are summarized in 10 statements:

1.  Don’t just assume that because you are sensual, romantic, excellent spouse material, that there is a husband in your future.  Man was not made for woman.  It is good for him, not to be alone.  Any man who wants a wife can have one.   However, a woman can be alone and do well. 

2.  God did not call anyone “in a team.”  The work that God has for YOU to do as a woman may  not require you to have a husband.  Co-ministry can be rich and rewarding.  However, as a minister for 25 years within the religious system, I have met my share of miserable pastor’s wives.  The grass is not always greener on the other side.

3.  If you are in bondage to your desire for a mate, the enemy will take advantage of this weakness, time and time again. You must overcome the cultural cues embedded EVERYWHERE that you are less than a woman, without a man or without children.

4.  Certainly, fornication is a sin.  However, do not marry anyone JUST to avoid sex outside of marriage. If you slipped and got pregnant, DO NOT MARRY THE MAN  SOLELY FOR THE SAKE OF THE CHILD.

5.  THE ENEMY NEVER GIVES UP ON THIS.  I thought that at my age, I  am  far “under the radar,” yet men seem “TO FIND ME, ONE WAY OR THE OTHER.”  Even my 88 year old mother has still not gotten over her desire to have a man.  So don’t think that you’ll simply “age out.”  Not so.

6.  Learn to enjoy the simple things of life.  Don’t covet what others have. Learn to love being single. Be thankful that you woke up this morning in your right mind.  Learn to love yourself.  Love your body because its YOURS and not because you desire to seduce a partner with it.

7.  If marriage is for you, develop yourself into the kind of wife that is going to be a blessing to a man.  Don’t expect PRINCE CHARMING unless you are PRINCESS CHARMING.  Don’t depend upon what a  man can do for you.

8.  Don’t settle for anything less than WHO you are.  In fact, since a man’s ego is essential to his being, make sure that he knows who he is and where he is going.

9. The bible was written for and by a generation that for the most part, was not promiscuous.  In other words, “virgins were the norm.”  I have counseled with clients who were technically virgins, yet in the spirit, they were not.  Too much experimentation.  A virgin is a rare species in our time. When sex has been entered into, the body desires more.  It is just a natural thing.  The body will burn for it.  So don’t let Satan condemn you just because you have natural passions.  You can learn ways how to “bring your passions under submission to your own will.”

10.  Last but certainly not least, if you have a dream, a vision or receive a prophetic message which declares that “this is the person for you sent by God,” run like a bat out of hell.  It’s the devil.  God does not choose our mates.  He leaves it up to our own free will.  Don’t just take an isolated case out of the old testament.  You are not Isaac or Rebecca. 

Choose your mate with good commonsense.

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SPIRIT RAPE AND THE SENSUAL WORSHIP OF SOME CHRISTIAN WOMEN

23 Sunday Oct 2011

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Excerpts from “the New Idolatry” by Pam Sheppard.

See Chapter 6: DEMONIC COPULATION

In the year 2000, an African American charismatic believer sought my help to be delivered from out of control sex with an invisible being. I only met with her for two sessions, as she left New York State permanently. A striking element in this case is that a spirit entity engaged in sex with the client on a continual basis. In fact, this “spirit” was so bold, that it seized her for sex at the same time that her husband was attempting to do so. As she shared, suddenly her legs forcefully spread open in the chair, right before my eyes , I watched her thighs violently shake and tremble. I have never seen anything like it before, or since.Yet, over the years, more and more cases of spiritual rape have been reported to me. The next set of cases was equally strange. In point of fact, I have counseled far too many churchgoing women who have acknowledged that spirit entities have manifested physically and raped them. These cases have not only baffled me, but they have led to a plethora of questions and concerns about “what does all of this mean.?

For example, Sarah, a Caucasian Presbyterian minister had no occult background. Unlike Eloise, witchcraft was not a factor. Yet she too is raped while her husband sleeps beside her. While Sarah was being attacked, her husband lay immobile, as in an altered state of consciousness far deeper than normal sleep.Since the very first incident, Sarah’s husband has been impotent, unable to achieve an erection. In fear that her husband will find out, Sarah stated that her husband has begun to smell the offensive odor. A pastor of a church, Sarah is about “to lose it.” Her main concern is that the spirit being is attempting to impregnate her, as she is raped at least four times a week.

In less graphic cases than either Eloise or Sarah, faithful, churchgoing Christian women are reporting that they have sexual contact while asleep or in a dream. Most often, the spirit entities manifest as men known to these women. With one exception, the women do not enjoy the sex. For example, Cher is a Haitian born, 35 year old woman who had been dedicated to voodoo gods at birth. An ordained 7th Day Adventist minister of Song, Cher’s manifestations began when she spoke in tongues. Unlike most victims, Cher enjoys the sex. However, she is out of control. While in church ministering, the tongues changes to cursing and foul language. When she is released from the attack, she has no remembrance of what had transpired.

Cases like these have caused me to devote an entire chapter in my next book, “the New Idolatry,” to this strange happening. The chapter is called “demonic copulation.” In reviewing the literature on alien encounters, I learned something rather interesting. Strange encounters humans have experienced with UFO’s have included very few Christians over the last 5 decades. Spirit rape seems to be the enemy’s alternative targeted towards Christian women.When I consider the underlying intent–how spirit rape fits into Satan’s endtime agenda,— I believe it has less to do with sex from a lustful perspective and more to do with sex as an altered state of consciousness.

Through Paul’s warning to the Corinthians about women covering their heads “because of the angels,” I believe that Paul was referring to the fact that fallen angels during the days of Noah, were so attracted to women that they cohabited with them, and produced offspring which the book of Enoch reports are roaming the earth as humans.  –  today are not wearing veils.  With the way sensual way that they  worship, they are actually inviting fallen angels to come to them, especially those who call Jesus “their only lover.”  They think they are reaching out to the Son of God when in reality, they are calling for the fake Jesus.

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SPIRIT RAPE AND THE ALTERED STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS

23 Sunday Oct 2011

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Excerpts from “the New Idolatry” by Pam Sheppard CLICK THE COVER TO PREVIEW

Satan, the Anti-Christ and fallen angels can only plant their agenda into the minds of humanity through the altered state. As the sexual orgasm is itself an altered state, Dr. I. D. E. Thomas offers a significant insight:

“The devil uses sexual orgasm to implant his ideas into a victim’s mind. He is aware that one of the human experiences that comes closest to the ecstasy of communication with God is that of spiritual orgasm between lovers. If ever a human being acts as if he were possessed without actually being possessed, it is when he is overwhelmed by the irresistible tide of desire. Here he trembles, groans, writhes, cries out…in a bitter sweet experience that defies description.”

”Furthermore, the authors of the book called “Devils and Demons and the Return of the Nephilim,” add yet another clue. John Klein and Adam Spears concur with Dr. Thomas concerning fallen angels. Called “devils,” the primary objective of fallen angels, aka devils, is to fulfill Satan’s endtime agenda by planting their ideas into the human mind through the ASC (altered state of consciousness), while demons—the spirits of the giants (the Nephilim)— who died in the Flood— simply lust after sensory experiences. Once human themselves, demons simply want to feel human again, because they have lost their physical bodies forever.

“Whereas demons want to feed on human experience regardless of the cost to the host involved, we believe that devils want more. It follows logically that devils want your identity and authority that God gave uniquely to each one of us. They are by nature territorial, refusing to share their possessions with any other devils. They don’t mind sharing a person with a host of demons, however. Demons don’t interfere with what the identity devils crave.”

Throughout the totality of the testimonies of Christian sexual contact with spirit entities known to me personally, there is a common theme that I have found to be consistent with UFO messages to the unsaved, namely, “since we can have sex with you, we can also procreate with you.” In their book “Alien Encounters,” Chuck Missler and Mark Eastman provide important clues to unraveling the underlying agenda of alien encounters as they correspond with the demonic messages sent to professing Christian women through witchcraft, religiosity, demonic copulation and demonology:

“ Abductees who are taken from their rooms usually describe a bright light outside and a humming noise. This is followed by an encounter with hairless, tree to five foot tall, gray-skinned entities. Abductees generally report the onset of paralysis and a floating sensation. Many will report being subsequently floated out of their house either through a window or in some cases through the walls or through the roof to an awaiting alien craft.

Once inside the craft, abductees universally report some sort of physical examination…..Through telepathic communication, female abductees are told that the procedure is being performed to retrieve ovum for the purpose of reproduction. Many female abductees claim that after an abduction they find incisions or scars on their lower abdomen that were not present prior to the encounter. An anesthetic of some kind is generally employed, and the details of the exam are usually recalled under hypnotic regression….male abductees often report procedures for the retrieval of sperm….According to some researchers, the retrieval of sperm and ova and the execution of ‘reproductive procedures’ seem to be central to the abduction phenomenon.” (Missler and Eastman, pg. 106-107)

 

 

Quite understated, Paul prophetically warned Timothy that in the last days, some professing Christians would depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits and doctrines of devils. The public at large looks upon the Jim Jones and the mass suicide at Guyana as an atypical disaster of a Christian cult, not endemic within or characteristic of the entire church system. Dramatic and well publicized in the 70’s, no one realized that the entire organized church would shortly become a cult. A few years ago, I found a list of cults that had 500 professing Christian churches on it. Yet Roman Catholicism, the mother of the organized church and the cult of cults was not even included on the list. Likewise, the more I studied, the more I realized that Protestantism was simply a “different kind of cult” as well as the rest of them. Klein and Spears have clearly sent the elect some sober and extremely sound advice, “to come out of Her,” with a serious warning, quoted below:“

We need to run, not walk—as fast as we can and as far away as we can get—from any devils and demons that masquerade as our great God of the universe.”

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How to Handle Negative People Posing as Christians: Part 1 by Minister Marlene

22 Saturday Oct 2011

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Sister Nancy Negative from No Hope Christian Assembly

 

 

 

 

 

Negative church people posing as Christians, is an ever abiding reality. The wheat and the tare grow together so we know for a fact, negative people operate in and out of church. Negative people posing as Christians are not in the minority either. These type of people, spend their  waking hours complaining about everything and everybody. If they can’t bring at least one person down a day, they can’t sleep. The word of God teaches us that the mouth of the wicked is full of cursing and deceit and fraud: and that vanity and mischief are under their tongues (Psalm 10:7).

Negative people delight in pretending to help, this is deceit. A chronic complainer has no intention of helping anyone. Negative people will jump on church boards to complain, fuss, and disagree on every point. In this, they are frauds. Negative people dislike seeing projects move forward.
Negative people posing as Christians, are energy drainers and will leave you tired and confused. Why would you be confused? Negative people, like Sister Nancy Negative, from No Hope Christian Assembly, are often very religious. They’ll throw a barrage of scriptures at you, break out in tongues, and fall slain in the spirit, before you can bat an eye. When next you see them, their trying to discourage you from moving forward in a God-given project.
Negative people posing as Christians operate like this: you tell them that sister so and so’s outfit is fabulous, they tell you her shoes don’t match. You tell them your writing a book, they tell you how difficult that will be. Negative people will always give you a ” Downer Debbie ” response. You tell them your want to start a business, they tell you not to, because the economy is bad. Your on fire for God, but negative Christians work to put the fire out. When they see you getting too enthusiastic, or making strides they come along with a bucket of water to dampen you.
If you’ve been  reading articles on Pam Sheppard Publishing, you know about the religious demon. You know that unknown tongues, and being slain in the spirit, is a sign that religious demons are in operation. Pam has written a ground breaking book on the topic. Well known Christian authors, Derek Prince and Rick Joyner have also referred to religious demons in their published works. But Pam’s book digs the deepest, and exposes the intricate working of such demons.

Pam Sheppard, 30 years a minister for the Lord.

Negativity in a person claiming to be a Christian is also a sign. It’s a sign, that the devil sent someone  to drain your energy, and wear you down. Think about this, I never knew this, until Pam pointed it out to me. Negative people have no love or respect for you, if they did they would encourage you in the Lord.
Rather than encourage, negative people are on a mission to discredit, and disrespect every dream and vision you strive for. They do this by constantly throwing out negative retorts. You tell them your moving across town to a better neighborhood, they say they heard someone was robbed in the area. Someone who always has something negative to say, neither loves, appreciates or respects you.
I’m looking forward to meeting you again, in part two of this article. Pam Sheppard was a pastor for 30 years, and her  ministry experiences, shed light on exactly how negative people work to derail, stress and drain you. I’ll be sharing some of her experience, so do come back.
Until then, Sheppard’s Counseling Center is owned and operated by Pam. If you, or anyone you know is experiencing affliction of any kind call (518)477-5759. Pam’s team of supervised deliverance counselors are waiting to help. Pam is a specialist in deliverance counseling, and her desire is that you get free in Christ, and stay free.

SHAKE YOUR SALVATION TREE AND SEE IF ANY FRUIT FALLS

22 Saturday Oct 2011

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  What I am about to ask you to do is to “step outside of your personal situation” and see the broader picture for a brief moment.  The problem for all of us is that it is natural for us to be egocentric.  In other words, everything that goes on in the world revolves around us and our immediate situation. I’m asking you to step outside of the boundaries of your own self created circle and consider the state of the organized church system from a historical not a hysterical perspective. Imagine that an operation was done in a hospital on a person who had a communicable disease but no one knew he was infected  at the time. The doctors and staff were  extremely skilled, the hospital was reputable. They simply did not know that the person that was operated on had a disease that would spread and affect everyone. So the operating room was contaminated in spite of their usual efforts to scrub and sanitize it. The contamination spread throughout the hospital. Everyone who came in there was innocent, not knowing what was going on. Disease continued to spread from one person to the other, because no one properly investigated the cause.

Who is to blame? Is it the hospital? The one with the disease? No. It is the enemy. He planted an evil within the organized church system.

ALL are affected by it. There are no exceptions or special cases.

This is the nature of the church age that we live in, the church at Laodicea. Everyone has been contaminated by false and mixed doctrine and practices for at least 100 years or more. Everyone has been deceived, across the board. 

If you are willing to “shake your salvation tree,” your willingness to do so is a  positive sign that your name   actually IS written in heaven.  The first thing that needs to be pointed out is that names written in heaven were penned before the worlds were framed.  In other words, you are one of the elect, whether deceived or not.  If you have been deceived, God will move heaven and earth to bring the light of truth into your confusion and with that light of truth will come both peace and power.

So know this:  GOD IS ALWAYS IN CONTROL!!!! If you have been deceived, the Lord will see to it that the blinders are ripped off of your spiritual eyes. As it is in the natural, sudden light hitting the eyes is painful.  Yet, once the pain subsides, sight and clear vision is worth rejoicing over.  

As a word of hope and deliverance to those of you who have been deceived in church or by people who professed to be Christians, I advise you to stay true to the light because darkness will often be too uncomfortable to stay around the light.  The darkness in the conscience of those of you who are under bondage to either religiosity or charismatic witchcraft will cause you to either humble yourselves and seek deliverance or to lose all ability to discern good from evil.  Hopefully, you will be genuinely convicted and reborn in the spirit. 

 To fight off delusion and obsession, you must continue to search your own life by the spirit, praying to the Father of Lights, “Lord, I want the unfruitful works of darkness in my life to be exposed.  Show up, demon!  Show yourself!!”

Once you pray in this manner, demons will be exposed all around you and your understanding will be enlightened. Not only will your own tree be shaken, but everybody around you will be exposed, one way or another.  So hold onto your seatbelts, Beloved.  Its quite a bumpy  yet an exciting ride!!!

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WHY YOU MUST EXAMINE YOUR FAITH TO SEE IF IT BE OF GOD!

22 Saturday Oct 2011

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   WAS YOUR CONVERSION REALLY OF YOUR OWN DOING? Was the Holy Ghost involved in leading you to the cross and to repentance?  Did the Holy Ghost plant faith into your spirit to believe that Jesus is alive in His physical body? Did you feel cleansed, forgiven and assured? Or did YOU make the choice, repeat “I accept Jesus into my heart,” and then joined a church?The church age that we live in is  the church at Laodicea. Everyone has been contaminated by false and mixed doctrine and practices for at least 100 years or more. Everyone has been deceived, across the board. That includes me, that includes YOU!

Imagine if you would, the horrific shock of faithful, religious people who after they died, heard the voice of the Lord Jesus Christ somberly say to them, “I never knew YOU!”  Wow.  Consider that more than 75% of their entire lives was spent either on a church pew or even behind a pulpit.  It blows my mind.   I can’t even speak any further on it. Yet, these very words are recorded in the book of Matthew as said to people who have claimed to cast out devils in His name.  How were they able to do that if He never knew them?  Well, they didn’t.  Demons merely used games and tricks to deceive people into believing that demons  were cast out from people, when they were not. Demons are skilled at playing possum.

Bringing this right down home into your own personal backyard, where do YOU stand in the midst of a spiritual conspiracy theory that is mind boggling, to say the least? 

 The first thing you must do is to “examine your faith.”  Jesus advised the church at Laodicea to “buy gold from Him that has been tried in the fire. ” In other words, examine the root of the tree and its fruit  and  simply go  back to the day that you believe you got saved and thoroughly  scrutinize it from top to bottom. In other words, shake that tree and see if your salvation can withstand the shaking. 

This is a hard thing that I enter into on the first counseling session with each of my clients.  What I have found is that  there are some developmental stages most go through: :denial, defensiveness, anger at me but mostly at God, and worst of all, fear of going to hell.  

A FALSE CONVERSION MUST BE OVERTURNED.

My dilemma is that I can’t spoon feed them.  I try to be as gentle and as supportive as I can be but I can’t hide the truth.  Never sure whether or not a client is going to continue with me, when  it is obvious to me that they are not saved, I am compelled to warn them for their sakes.  If they are among the elect, He will quicken my words to them at the appointed time for them to “be shaken.”

At least if I never hear from them again, I have planted a seed that they can’t throw away very lightly.  Jesus said that you can’t put new wine into old wine skins  or else the  wine skins would break.  I can’t confront demons in a person if that person is defenseless. You see, the weapons of their warfare are carnal and therefore will not work against the enemy because they are not saved. To avoid this most crucial “shaking,”  would be like trying to mend  an old garment with a new piece  of cloth. It will rip and be torn.   

So, I waste no time starting that fire that will bring about the shaking.  My ears have become accustomed to  familiar cries of complaint, like—  “I gave up the sin of fornication, packed my bags and stopped living in sin, I went to church regularly, and so on and so forth.”  They come back at me with yet another defense, like  “Well, I had a distinct change in lifestyle and personality.  All things became new.  So why is it that I am still not a new creature?”

Surely, its complicated because Satan has put his hand on the doctrine of salvation and as would be expected, he has brought about much confusion and religiosity. However, salvation is very simple. It is completely in God’s hands. 

The biggest mistake is how people relate to Jesus.  Most  don’t realize that they have by-passed Him and gone  directly to the Father.  Other’s ignore Him yet seek the Holy Ghost.  Both ways open the door wide to religious devils. Jesus Christ is the only way to salvation. Demons know that better than anybody!  

With those who believe that they repented of sin, I find that they really have no understanding of the cross. They simply looked through their portfolio of sins, picked one, convicted themselves of it and said “I’m saved.”  Like  the Galatians, those who created their own born again experience  depended upon their own works. Then like  the Colossians, others have been drawn away from Christ through philosophy and the traditions of men. 

To both the Galatians and the Colossians, Paul had the same message—the cross of Calvary. 

Your understanding of the cross  will determine whether or not He says “I never knew You!”

Here is a clue.  If you are not separated from the world not only in your deeds but in your mind, if you still seek the approval and the acceptance of the world and the church world, then you do not understand the cross. You may have simply convicted yourself of sin and brought about your own change and lifestyle, yet  gladly giving the credit to the Holy Ghost when “it was really  ALL your own doing.”

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HOW TO PREPARE FOR NATURAL SURVIVAL IN ENDTIMES Part 1

22 Saturday Oct 2011

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BY MINISTER KELLIE LECLERC

 

This is the first post in a series that relates to natural survival once we go through the tribulation.  What  will we do  in endtimes when there  is no place to buy and sell and martial law takes over because of what is going to take place?  I know that the Lord would have us not to live in fear. His plan is that we survive and overcome as we  thrive in the midst of all of the tribulation is what will separate us from those who didn’t prepare. Yes, God is for us, but again, He would like us to lift our arm and prepare so that maybe we can share what we have with those who didn’t prepare, thus showing the love of Christ to a lost and dying world.  

The first link I am going to give you is for food. We need to have a variety of foods: canned, frozen while we still have electricity, and foods with a long shelf life that all you need to do is add water.  How to deal with contaminated water is yet another post that will be forthcoming.  I’ve done lots of research on various varieties and brands of food, and the best food I have found so far is available through the link I’ve provided below.  This food is prepared to be all natural and they are willing to send 12 free meals. All you need to do is take the tour and sign up for your free meals!  If  you decide you like them, you can sign up for auto ship.

 I signed up for auto ship and I  entered the program to  receive 76 meals every month. All you need to prepare them is hot  water. If you click the link below and take the 10 minute tour, the company will send you 12 free meals as a sample.  It’s that simple. I’ve received MY sample and you need to know that the food is really good.                                                                                                                           http://promotion.myefoods.com/?pcid=78171

In an upcoming  post, I will present ideas for  cooking foods without electricity.

My Life of Counterfeit Worship by Minister Kellie LeClerc

21 Friday Oct 2011

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Minister Kellie is a Deliverance Mentor with the SEW Program

While an active  member of  a charismatic,  non denominational  church for several years, I was so in love with the worship of the church  that I never thought in a million years that what I was doing was leading me further and further into the deception of the fake jesus and his dominion of demons. I would go early on  Sunday. As soon as I hit the parking lot, my body was like a tuning fork. I was, ‘in the spirit” or what I thought was the Holy Spirit at the time. What I came to find out was, it wasn’t the Holy Spirit but the latent power that had been within me being woken up by the very demons that sought to destroy me. These were the same demons that held me hostage to my depression and lust.

 

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I would get these certain emotionally charged feeling.  As described in a passage of  The New Idolatry” by Pam Sheppard  mystics want to know God intimately through their physicality. In other words they want to touch, see and feel God NOW. Why can’t we feel God? See Him?  Go deeper and deeper with Him into intimacy?”  “What I didn’t perceive is that we need to know Him by faith. Without faith it is impossible to please God.”

 You see,  I loved to dance and this was something that I would do in the aisle  of the church every week. Arms flailing and in “my element” or so I thought, I was encouraged by the same people who were sure that I was so spiritual! It was at this time, I was in the pinnacle of my addictions, lusts and depression. I was still having issues on and off with bulimia, and I had just left one  of my adulterous affairs which took place with an elder of the church. I knew deep down we would not be together even though at the time it was what I wanted more than anything. It was at this point I was suffering from lustful thoughts. I wanted to be immoral and felt driven to do so.  It would take years to get over what the devil had drawn me into with the surrender of my will.

 How do I know that it was not a Godly relationship? Because we had been immoral.   How do I know it was witchcraft now? All that  he had to say were 2 words to me, and I went from not caring to not being able to live without him.  It’s purpose was to destroy me….but God…..I had come to hide things so well and the mask was fairly secured on my face and would stay there for many years to come. I believed, I was “suffering for Christ.” It was going to change and God was going to use me mightily someday, wasn’t He?  The fact was…no, not the way I ever thought He would. It was never Gods plan for me but He couldn’t get me to see that until after He was able to start the process of  un-deceiving me. Once completely out of the four walls of religion, the truth came in like the dawn. God brings people in your life to bring truth and this is how God is using me .  This is what’s real, what won’t burn up when the Lord comes back.

If  you are suffering, you don’t have to, through the articles in pamsheppardpublishing.com,  God is telling you, there is hope for you.

I am one of the ministers that Pam Sheppard has trained.  You can be trained to be a deliverance mentor also. Pam will work with your particular schedule and availability.   Since I own a Beauty Shop and am also in college, Pam has trained me by telephone, an hour a week for two years. If you would like either myself or another trained minister to serve you in deliverance mentoring, then call the office at 518-477-5759.

RELIGIOUS DEMONS ARE PREACHING SERMONS

21 Friday Oct 2011

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The first sermon that I preached was on 10- 25, 1981. Ironically, the last sermon I preached was also on October 25th, in 2007. I have spoken or uttered since then, but not by taking a text out of its natural context and producing a message from it.

 I estimate that I have preached at least 2000 sermons, perhaps more in 26 years. The title of my last sermon was“What Do YOU Have To Burn?” Later that  same week, God revealed to me that what I had to burn was the curious art called “preaching” because He revealed that  “sermons are manmade and demonically produced and  manipulated.

I truly loved to preach. I preached as many as two sermons a week  behind the pulpit for more than 25 years, sometimes more, during revival week and other special occasions. However, once God revealed to me that He no longer empowers the man made art called homiletics, I have not prepared yet  another sermon. Nor is there any desire left in me to preach a sermon, where a text is taken out of its natural context, and a man made or even a demonic message is worked up from that text.  So you might say that “I burned sermonizing  out of my ministerial life.”

 

On a natural level, the characteristics of “preaching” vary considerably according to style, church affiliation, seminary training, and othervariables. Generally, texts of scripture are taken out of their biblical context and are then mixed with what isgoing on in the preacher’s own heart, mind and personal circumstances. He or she often attempts to adapt the discourse to the wants and needs of thecongregation with the use of illustrations, stories, riddles, etc. As homiletics, the art of preaching—the artistic aspects include the degree of eloquence or earthiness,flamboyance, tone and quality of the voice,showmanship, “keepin it real,” the use of images,persuasiveness, an ability to “set it off” wherein the congregation becomes emotional.

Preachers if todat use texts from the bible as props to tell "a different story" other than the cross, the resurrection and the return of the Lord, which is "preaching the gospel."

Some sermons are boring, outdated, irrelevant while others are highly charged, compelling, and “up to date.”Some of the most outstanding “sermonizers” that I have known personally were “down right characters”to put it mildly. The best performers remain closet homosexuals, and in some instances, drug addicts,adulterers, child molesters and thieves. What keeps them in the pulpit is the fact that the people love their performances. I can think of one man in particular, Rev. Kealon,  who at the end of each sermon, leaped out of the pulpit like a wild lion. In mid air, he appeared to be in suspended animation—5 ft above the ground. Within his depiction of the “art,” he could leap a slam dunk yet he died at the age of 33 of a massive stroke. A likeable guy, this man was quite “the pistol” on a moral level. He was brain dead on a Sunday morning in October,1987.

In fact, I was always around lots of preachers. The best preachers were closet, on the down low, homosexuals.  Several services a year for 25 years, I was one of 10 even 20 ministers sitting in the pulpit area at numerous regional worship services. When I was selected as “the preacher of the hour,”various congregants facing the pulpit would inform me at the close of the service that the ministers who sat behind me either had looks of displeasure on their faces, or that they were cupping their hands around their mouths, whispering to each other while I was delivering the message. This too “made me uncomfortable.”

Yet, I became increasingly “uncomfortable” with the method itself because I could see no fruit of a Christward direction in the people, some of whom had been listening to my sermons for 5, 10, even 20 years. So I changed my style once more. No longer sitting at a distance from the congregation, I sat among the people and put the responsibility for the preparation of the sermon on them. I let them ask ME questions and I prepared my sermon from those questions, right on the spot.

Yet, I was still “uncomfortable.”On a spiritual level, I discovered that something quite sinister has been goin on. I found out personally when it happened to me on June 25, 2007, my last day inside of a church building. I write about it in both “the Fake Jesus”  “Come Out of Her, God’sPeople” and “the New Idolatry.” I suggest you get one of the books because it would take too long to explain at this juncture. I will simply say that “a power came over me and it was not God.” The preacher in question had been an associate for about 10 years  and he didn’t even know that I was in the congregation because I slipped in un-noticed and sat way in the back. However, a religious demon used him to try and make me rejoin a church that the Lord had led me out of.  I felt invisible hands in my back that pushed me forward at the invitation.  So if you want to know more, I suggest you obtain either book by clicking here.

What I can reveal now is this. There is a time in most delivery of sermons when the preacher gets “caught up” in the art of preaching, enters into an altered state of consciousness, and the enemy “walks in” to him or her and uses the preacher to “work the crowd.” On such occasions, Jesus is just an “add on” at the end when the preacher says “the doors of the church are opened “and the choir begins to sing, “Come to Jesus.”

Some people rise from the pew or their seat and walk forward, yet it is not the Holy Ghost who has moved upon them to do so. How could it be He? Little to none of the gospel of Jesus Christ of Nazareth has been preached. We are saved by the word but no “word” was actually preached. So then, what happens to these people? Well, those who themselves have entered an altered state of consciousness while they got “caught up” by a sermon are in real danger of being demonized. I am finding that demons MUST be cast out of them before the Holy Ghost will draw them to the cross to be saved.

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WATCH OUT FOR THE "I HAVE A WORD FROM THE LORD FOR YOU " FOLK!

21 Friday Oct 2011

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THE ENEMY USES "WELL MEANERS"AND "DO GOODERS" TO SEND YOU EVIL!

 

DID “THUS SAITH THE LORD?”

 

Only the Holy Ghost knows how many in Christiandom who claim to be prophets by declaring , “thus saith the Lord,” or “God told me,” or “I was led in the spirit”—are really the messengers of Satan sent to control your life in God. Today, in the 21st century, churches are filled with soothsayers and charismatic hype masters whose message from the pulpit is merely a gratification of the flesh. There is aseductive spirit of divination sweeping across churches of all persuasions, seeking to control the lives of the un-suspecting. Laityleaders serve as divination foot-soldiers,forearmed “with a word” to maintain the power and authority of those in the pulpits. Demons help out also as they whisper into congregant’s ears, “give a $1000 dollars.”

 I can recall that one of my associates, Minister Kellie,  completely delivered depression  in record time by the power of God, was approached by a member of her former church. Although Kellie’s  progress is sheerly remarkable, the former church member approached her with a “thus saith the Lord.” “I had a vision of you and I saw you have a python snake attached to your spirit.Are you okay? Since you left the church, we’ve all had concerns about you. We’ve all been praying for your return to the fold.”

 In one of our mentoring telephone  conversations, Kellie casually mentioned this but I could tell that she was shaken by it. I yelled through the telephone “NO! STOP. THAT WORD CAME FROM THE HEART OF A DEMON ASSIGNED TO STEAL YOUR RECOVERY FROM YOU! DO NOT RECEIVE IT!!!!”

 Certainly, professing Christians without knowledge may seem to have good intentions.Yet, when you find yourself in bondage to what they claim God has said about you to them, what does it matter whether they had either good or bad intentions??? The results are the same.Your spirit has been penetrated and the enemy has successfully planted his desires into YOUR spirit to cause you confusion and ultimate harm!!!!

 Take it from someone who knows. I am well insulated by God from face to face contact with people who allow demons to use them as messengers of Satan to control my life . I have even learned how to block out my dreams. So when the enemy cannot “reach me,” he’ll make a phone call, send a facebook message or send an email.

 Now I know that’s right!

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I have received “thus saith the Lords” in emails and over the telephone on quite a few occasions. Now when I personally receive “a word” about someone else, I have learned to “keep my mouth shut.” Control freaks can’t do this. They are under too much compulsion to blurt out knowledge obtained by supernatural means to prove that “they are anointed of God.”

 Here is how divination works. The enemy has difficulty “putting a spell on you” unless he first informs YOU about it. Then he will use your self induced anxieties, doubts and fears to bring his plans about in YOUR life. In other words, devils and demons are skilled at making YOU your own worst enemy. You see, it is easier  “do what they do,” with your cooperation and consent. In order to control our lives, the enemy has to “plant his desires” into our spirits.

Recently,someone sent me a message. He had a vision that witches were trying to bring harm on me because of my website and that they wereattempting to put a spell on me. I didn’t scold him. Wouldn’t make any sense cause the damage was already done. Coincidence or not, at that very moment,I was involved in a situation with someone who had “witchcraft in her background.” So of course, my eyebrow was raised but I didn’tpanic. I was just extra careful and observant.

 The thing to do is to “watch and pray.”

 Keep your mouth shut until the crisis, if there is one, has passed. Don’t let the enemy use YOU to plant fear into someone that you care about.Pray and rest in God. If God showed him  that someone was praying against me, then the Holy Ghost was calling him  to pray. Fallen angels are extremely skilled at using friends, the people even of your own household, to speak evil into your life. So wisdom is certainly necessary. I learned the hard way to “be slow to speak.”

 Therefore, when someone comes to you with a “thus saith the Lord” and it does not compute with you, you must become verbally aggressive.I do it regularly. People may think that I am crazy but I am quick to get animated and boldly declare, “no. I rebuke that. I don’t receive that.”

 Sometimes I get worst and like the Lord, I’ll speak directly to that demon and say “get thee behind me.” I don’t care what people think. It is too important that I guard my spirit.

 YOU MUST DO THE SAME!

 If you have left the church or you are considering leaving, perhaps you would like to be assigned one of our ministers to mentor you.  If so, give us a call at 518-477-5759

 

 

HOW TO RECOGNIZE A FALSE PROPHET

21 Friday Oct 2011

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 With 30 years in ministry under my belt, I know a thing or two about false prophets. Besides the TV mega preachers that Iwatched for years, I also came to know at least 200 ministers while I was pastoring in a well known denomination. So from my observations, I have designated 3 different types of false prophets. The deceived, the detoured and the diabolical.

 There are those false prophets who are really saved but they followed the wrong leaders, and “sucked into themselves” mixed and false doctrines and practices. In short, they heeded and harkened unto the voice of seducing spirits and doctrines of the devil. However, they have not yet departed from the faith. These I call, “the Deceived.” Some of them will be set free. Because of pride, sad to say, others won’t be. Some false prophets would prefer to be caught up in a scandal than to admit that they taught error and thereby “led the people in the wrong direction, away from God, and not toward Him.” They are too spiritually proud to admit that they did not rightly divide the word of God.

Then there is the false prophet who was once used of God mightily, but he or she got deceived by the enemy and fell into disrepute. These I call “the Detoured.” This man or woman becomes a pretender—one who is very dangerous to those who are babes in Christ or who remain carnal Christians. Their followers “stand by their man” even when they should jump ship. The bible has a classic example of how the detoured “Old Prophet” deceived the man of God, resulting in the latter’s death. (I Kings 13)

Then of course, there is the out and out pretender who knows that he or she is serving the spirit of the Anti- Christ and everything they do is a masquerade. These I call “the Diabolical.” They are imposters, planted in among Christians to willfully bring confusion that will lead to destruction.

Every false prophet type— whether the Deceived, the Detoured, and the Diabolical— is equally dangerous. Why? Because they can leave a huge trail of victims.  I am humbled and thankful that although I was on the road to becoming a false prophet, the Holy Ghost jerked my chain, then cut it and broke it.  When  I was deceived by charismatic teachings,” God blessed me by closing doors and blocking me from spreading error. Even though I once had the heart, the skill and the desire of a mega preacher, God purposefully would not allow me to become a popular celebrity.. When a door opened, the Holy Ghost closed it and blocked my way through it. Moreover, among those that I have pastored, even though I personally believed some mixed doctrines, I didn’t teach them to those who allowed me to lead them. So praise God, after 30 years as a minister of the gospel of Jesus Christ, I have no victims.

For example, I spoke in tongues, but I didn’t teach my followers to do so. I tithed, but I did not preach a “sow a seed,” prosperity gospel. In fact, I was completely self sustaining. I gave back my church salary in the form of tithes and offerings to the churches that I pastored. When I practiced healing and the laying on of hands, I never told anyone to stop taking their medicine and “walk by faith.” I primarily preached the cross, sin, repentance, rebirth and the resurrection. But make NO MISTAKE. The false prophets of all 3 varieties:— the deceived, the detoured and the diabolical— are equally dangerous! Your prayers for them to repent may NOT prevail. And why not?

In order to repent, the false prophet has to do more than apologize and ask for forgiveness from those he has abused and deceived. If he has been made rich off of the backs of poor people by preaching the prosperity gospel, then God will require him or her to “give back” all of that money to the poor. Not too many false prophets are willing to give up those jet planes, million dollar homes and those Bentleys. Even the false prophets who are NOT mega, many of them have practiced the lie for so long, that it is practically impossible to receive the truth and act on it. Far too many have made “ministry” their career and not their calling.

Ask the Apostle Paul. He maintained as a tentmaker. He would not allow any of the churches that he set up to totally provide his livelihood. That is why he could write, “whether abased or exalted, I can do ALL things 4 through Christ who strengthens me.” In other words, JUST SO YOU KNOW, I am not dependent upon YOU to live and to serve my God. When a false prophet’s livelihood is intricately tied to church dollars and resources, he or she is captive to a self made trap that cannot be escaped from without God’s help. Actually, some false prophets have to be stripped naked to find God again, if they ever knew Him. So if you really think a particular false prophet is deceived, perhaps detoured but not diabolical, then your prayer should be “Lord, strip him.”

A word of caution. The religious demon assigned to me tried to set me up to become  a false prophet.  In several dreams, he showed me standing before huge audiences, walking up and down across a platform with my bible in my hand, preaching and teaching.  He even showed me pastoring a church of about 10,000 people.  Because I sought after the power to slay in the spirit, after 10 years of seeking, I got it. I could wave my hand, and certain ones would fall out, unconscious.  However, I began to question this power because I noticed that the ones in my congregation who fell out the most, were also those who could not STAND for the Lord, relapsing or backsliding constantly.  So I said to myself, “Pam, there is something wrong with this so-called gift. This cannot be from the Holy Ghost!”  Once I prayed to the Lord and asked Him to “show me the darkness,” I got quite the wakeup call that revealed that  the mega preacher phenomena of today is NOT of the Lord.  It is a combination of human charisma, “anointed” by the enemy’s power.

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So if you are on that road, you need to get off, and get off with a quickness!

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Satan's Agenda for a Little Girl: Visitations from the Fake Jesus by Minister Kellie

21 Friday Oct 2011

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By Minister Kellie

Satan tried to steal my soul at a very young age. When I was three years old, I was sexually abused by the teenage boys and girls down the street from where I lived. What would a little girl know about sex at this age? Because of this door being opened it was the beginning of my visitations from demons of lust. .

At night I would lie in bed,  little and scared because I would feel the demons around me, I would cry because I was scared. After about a year, we moved away to a different town. My mother had then gotten us involved in a Lutheran church. I would remember going there and feeling safe. Little did I know then, that the jesus I was seeing there was the fake jesus and not the real one.

I was still being visited by the demons but then I also started having visitations from this “jesus” and in that time, I had visitations on many occasions. I would feel demons of lust around me wanting to have sex with me, but I would see this “jesus” also. This was the hook …Satan’s agenda..get me to follow the fake jesus by showing himself to me and helping to dispel the demons of lust….

If that wasn’t bad enough, the man next door to us at our new home had begun to sexually abuse me and this is when I began to understand that when there is sexual abuse, the demons from others can almost sniff it out..like when a male dog goes into heat looking for a female to mate with, such is how these demons sniff out sexual abuse in another. I know now that the main objective was for the enemy to render me useless for the kingdom of God by playing himself against himself. He was setting me up for the big deception…..

Jesus Sananda Immanuel the “fake jesus “

Pam Sheppard has written a most excellent book on the fake Jesus aptly entitled “The Fake Jesus “. Pam is THE expert on the topic. You’ll gain a complete and exact understanding of who the fake jesus is by reading Pam’s book. Click the book’s cover to preview it.

Sananda is on the cover of the book “the Fake Jesus: Fallen Angels Among Us.” This groundbreaking book was written by Pam Sheppard

At 16 I was on the beach with my friend when I saw a young boy sitting in the sand with his legs crossed. He was around my age and as I was walking by him he asked me, “Do you know Jesus Christ?”  I didn’t but I was so angry all of the time, and I fought constantly with my parents and siblings..our home was chaotic most of the time. I said “no”  and he asked me if I wanted to. I said “sure” as my life couldn’t have gotten any worse than it already was. I said the “Sinners Prayer” with him and asked jesus into my heart. For two weeks I felt peaceful, the most peaceful I had ever felt and THEN….my whole life went to hell in a hand basket!

I was more out of control than I had ever been. I got pregnant and aborted the baby shortly after,became promiscuous and this would be the start of my depression…I would go on this way for years….little did Satan know that God had other plans for my life, but I will talk about that it my next article…until then, know this: If Jesus Christ of Nazareth has truly set you free, you will be free indeed.

Pam Sheppard, 30 years a minister for the Lord Jesus. If you are under the bondage of sexual abuse,or any other demonic affliction, call her office now! (518)477-5759

If you have had sexual abuse, or know someone who has and needs help, If you suffer from demonic affliction, call Sheppard’s Counseling Center today. Even if you just need to talk, the phone lines are open right now. Her team of supervised deliverance ministers, are waiting to serve you. Your deliverance, and full freedom in Christ is Pam’s number one concern. The fact that she has 38 years of experience as a licensed therapist  under her belt, should beckon you to the phone to make the call. Call Now! (518)477-5759.

The Truth about Mary: Unscriptual Deification of the Lord’s Mother

21 Friday Oct 2011

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The truth about Mary is that she was the Lord’s mother. Yes, she was a virgin! But Mary did not remain a virgin, she went on to have children by carnal knowledge. Before I go on with this article, I’ll say this: I went to Catholic schools all my life. I met some of the sweetest nuns and priests. Some, were not so sweet. Folks say I received a good Catholic education. But I’m here to tell you that I did not. Of course I appreciate my families sincerity in sending me to St. Phillip & James school, and later to St. Barnabas High. But I did not learn the truth about Mary. What I did learn was the blasphemous practice of worshipping Mary. What I learned was to bow down to a statue of Mary to give her praise. I did not learn the truth about Mary.

I thank God, that I soon began to study the Bible for myself, and saw that the Catholic church was in grave error. Their deification of the Lord’s mother is just a small tip of the cultish iceberg. I have long since denounced all ties with the Catholic church. My dear friends, Catholic or otherwise, I want to share something with you. The truth about Mary…

The truth about Mary is…

I’d like to  share an excerpt from Pam Sheppard’s groundbreaking book entitled, ” Faces of the Religious Demon”. Pam, along with Christian authors like Derek Prince and Rick Joyner write about the religious demon. Yet, Pam’s textbook digs the deepest, and shines floodlights on the scope and intricate wiles of such demons. I have to say that Pam’s book, ” Faces of the Religious Demon ” is the go to book on the subject of this type of demon. There is no other book of its kind in our world today. The Lord has given Pam an abundance of revelation backed by scripture.

FACES OF THE RELIGIOUS DEMON BY PAM SHEPPARD

In regards to ” the truth about Mary ” the Lord’s mother Pam Sheppard writes:

Although not terminology directly used in the Bible, a synonymous term for the RELIGIOUS DEMON in the New Testament is the spirit of Antichrist (John 2:18) The spirit of Anti-Christ will cleverly infiltrate the church and use religion to both deny and defy Christ very sneakily. The Apostle Paul also warned Timothy about seducing spirits that teach false religious doctrine (1 Timothy 3:5). Paul also warned the church of a class of demons that could transform into beings of light,–false apostles and deceitful workers hidden within human vessels, with a clever masquerade of genuine apostles of Christ (2 Corinthians 11:13-15).

The Catholic deification of the Lord’s mother, is yet a very clever device of the spirit of Antichrist. A classic example is evident within Catholicism, where followers not only pray to Mary, but teach that she herself, was immaculately conceived. Truly the deification of the Lord’s mother is subtle, though outright denial of the Lord’s divinity.

There it is my friends the truth about Mary. Pam goes into greater detail in the book. I would like all who read the above article, to remember the Apostle Paul’s command. Apostle Paul admonished that we should examine ourselves, to see if we are in the faith. To order ” Faces of the Religious Demon” today, go here: http://www.lulu.com/product/paperback/faces-of-the-religious-demon-freedom-through-deliverance-counseling-/10669276

Pam Sheppard, 30 years a minister for the Lord. Director and owner of Sheppard’s Counseling Center. Expert in deliverance counseling, and her team of supervised deliverance ministers are waiting to serve you. If you suspect you are involved in a cult, or under demonic affliction, call the office now at (518) 477-5759

The Truth about Mary: Unscriptual Deification of the Lord's Mother

21 Friday Oct 2011

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The truth about Mary is that she was the Lord’s mother. Yes, she was a virgin! But Mary did not remain a virgin, she went on to have children by carnal knowledge. Before I go on with this article, I’ll say this: Like most  a Puerto Ricans, my spiritual life began as a Catholic.  My grandmother use to practice Santeria, an idolatrous religion that combines the Catholic worship of saints with  African Yoruba deities. As a Catholic, t I did not learn the truth about Mary. What I did learn was the blasphemous practice of worshipping her. What I learned was to bow down to a statue of Mary to give her praise. I did not learn the truth about Mary.

During my deliverance with Pam, the demon in me wailed, moments before Pam cast it out—-, “Nydia  is mine.  Her grandmother gave her to me.” My grandmother worshiped the Catholic saints.

I thank God that though they tried real hard, the religious demon that seduced me as a Catholic and that bound me as a Charismatic was not able to stop God from saving me 5 years later.  The deification of the Lord’s mother is just a small tip of the cultish iceberg. I have long since denounced all ties with the Catholic church. My dear friends, Catholic or otherwise, I want to share something with you. The truth about Mary…

The truth about Mary is...

I’d like to  share an excerpt from Pam Sheppard’s groundbreaking book entitled, ” Faces of the Religious Demon”. Pam, along with Christian authors like Derek Prince and Rick Joyner write about the religious demon. Yet, Pam’s textbook digs the deepest, and shines floodlights on the scope and intricate wiles of such demons. Pam’s book, ” Faces of the Religious Demon ” is the go to book on the subject of this type of demon. There is no other book of its kind in our world today. As a result of the Holy Spirit using Pam to set me fre from the religious demon, the  Lord has given Pam an abundance of revelation backed by scripture.

FACES OF THE RELIGIOUS DEMON BY PAM SHEPPARD

In regards to ” the truth about Mary ” the Lord’s mother Pam Sheppard writes:

Although not terminology directly used in the Bible, a synonymous term for the RELIGIOUS DEMON in the New Testament is the spirit of Antichrist (John 2:18) The spirit of Anti-Christ will cleverly infiltrate the church and use religion to both deny and defy Christ very sneakily. The Apostle Paul also warned Timothy about seducing spirits that teach false religious doctrine (1 Timothy 3:5). Paul also warned the church of a class of demons that could transform into beings of light,–false apostles and deceitful workers hidden within human vessels, with a clever masquerade of genuine apostles of Christ (2 Corinthians 11:13-15).

The Catholic deification of the Lord’s mother, is yet a very clever device of the spirit of Antichrist. A classic example is evident within Catholicism, where followers not only pray to Mary, but teach that she herself, was immaculately conceived. Truly the deification of the Lord’s mother is subtle, though outright denial of the Lord’s sole divinity.

That is the truth in a nutshell— the truth about Mary. Pam goes into greater detail in the book.

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. I would like all who read the above article, to remember the Apostle Paul’s command. Apostle Paul admonished that we should examine ourselves, to see if we are in the faith.

How I got Delivered from Web Porn: Part 1 by Minister Lourdes

21 Friday Oct 2011

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I see too many professing “christians” seeking love on the internet. I speak as one that was caught up in this vicious web of deceit.

Folks, as I sit here writing this article, I can recollect how eight years ago I began to live a double life. I would go to church on Sunday, attend prayer meetings during the week and yet I was living a double life. I honestly thought that no one would ever get hurt by my deceitful actions. Boy was I ever wrong.

It all started very subtly. Isn’t this how Satan began his attack on human beings from the very beginning?

I would get online searching groups where I thought I could deliver the good news of Jesus Christ and the Love of God. In the beginning, things seemed like they were moving according to my desires. I would eventually run across individuals whose main objective was solely sexual in nature. I thought I had everything under control.

BOY WAS I DECEIVED!

Boy was I deceived!

Folks, in all honesty it was like jumping from A to Z, with no other letters in between. I found myself emerged in a world of internet sex. When I think back I can clearly see how “loneliness” played an important role in my emergence of this totally satanic world.

Another thing I found interesting was the numerous “christians” (including myself) that were also playing sexual fantasies within the world wide web. I came across Pastors, Evangelists, and many many praise and worship leaders (from various denominations). Men and women all on the same path to destruction.

Can you believe that “loneliness” can cause a person to dive “blindly” into un-chartered waters? I can.

The man I thought was sent from God was in fact sent from Satan to attempt my destruction. He was a very angry man, filled with demons. These demons used my husband to try to destroy me spiritually and physically.

About a year into my marriage I found out that my husband was “schizophrenic” and Hepatitis C positive.

I spent five years traveling to and from various psychiatric hospitals. My husband would suffer from severe manic episodes. He also attempted suicide six times during our marriage. Some of these attempts were so severe that I thought he would never pull through. Time and time again he would pull through.

I lost many friends during these difficult years. Friends that had nothing nice to say to me and felt “judging me” was the only way to go. To think about it, they were never my friends to begin with.

I have learned much in the six years of being married to my husband. Five of these six years I spent many nights crying out to God, then suddenly, one day

MY HUSBAND WALKED AWAY…………………….

I can speak in complete and total honesty that “nothing is impossible for God”. He can do for you what he has done for me. Stay tuned for part two of this article. I’ll be back to talk to you about my deliverance. In the meantime, if you struggle with loneliness and have turned your sights to the internet and are involved with web porn, call Sheppard’s Counseling Center. Pam Sheppard, and her team of supervised deliverance minister are here to help. You can be delivered from sexual addictions. You can be delivered from all demonic bondage. Your total freedom in Christ is our main concern.

10/25/11 Thirty years a Minister and 38 years experience in deliverance ministry. Call Pam Sheppard now at (518)477-5759

THE ALTAR CALL, THE INVITATION AND THE FAKE JESUS Part 2

20 Thursday Oct 2011

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I coined the term "counterfeit births" because I have seen so many false conversions. My book, "The Religious Demon" provides profiles of about 75% of the cases. I've yet to write a second edition.

A significant part of the “I accept Jesus” practice is to ask Jesus to “come into my heart.” 

Anyone who knows even a little about kundalini yoga and the 7 chakras are aware of the fact that every human being has 7 spiritual gateways or doorways in his body. Through entering a state of passivity, yoga, meditation, hypnosis, chanting, even speaking in tongues will create an altered state of consciousness (ASC) conducive enough  to  crack open  the spiritual doorway, one by one. I would include falling slain in the spirit, holy laughter, speaking in tongues, the holy dance, shouting, running around the church, flopping one’s head back and forth, as additional practices that stir up the kundalini spirit and open the 7 doorways. 

Chakras are actually doorways for Hindu gods who themselves are really principalities and powers.  Each of these entities stand guard over each of the 7 portals: Over the crown is Shiva; the third eye is Hakini, the throat is Savashiva, the navel is Bahni, the sexual organs are Vishnu and Rakeeni, the anus is Brahma and the heart is Isha.

Since no where in the bible does it even suggest that we should “ask Jesus into our hearts,” the fallen angel Isha responds to the unsuspecting seekers “invitation” as a call to the fake Jesus Sananda who Isha serves.  So Isha opens the doorway to the heart and religious demons are able to enter and take up residence.

How do I know this to be so? 

Well, since 2002, I have been practicing deliverance counseling with professing Christians who had a false conversion by “asking Jesus to come into their hears.” Without exception, they were all demonized at various levels along a spectrum.  Some simply cannot experience the godly sorrow of repentance,  some just have no faith concerning the Lord’s resurrection, some are compulsive and legalistic without baring any genuine fruit for Christ, while much more debilitating captives  are severely tormented with hearing condemning voices,  materialized manifestations of demons, depersonalization, insomnia,  frequent bouts of sleep paralysis, blasphemous thoughts, suicidal thoughts,  demons using their bodies to speak and move objects,  even spontaneous orgasms of demonic origin.

What do they ALL have in common? They either repeated a sinner’s prayer at the conclusion of a TV or radio program, from a printed tract, or they got up out of their seats and walked forward at the invitation and “accepted Jesus.” Most of these captives were tongue talkers but not all.  Some of them came from the mainline denominational churches as well as from the word of faith, pentecostal-charismatics.  Those who chanted “Jesus, Jesus, Jesus” at a pentecostal altar are in the worst shape, also those who actively received hands laid on them in charismatic churches and by deliverance ministries.  Those who sought deliverance from more than one ministry are usually in the worst shape.

What is the solution? As an invitation was made to Sananda by the person’s free will, the freewill of the person must be built up by first, a deprogramming of error, second, a reversal of passivity, third, the receiving of truth, and finally, a disavowal of the invitation and a rejection of Sananda. In most cases, the religious demons who entered into the heart gateway  by the authority of Isha must be cast out.

Need help?  Help is available.  Call 518-477-5759

 

Diary of a Seducing Spirit: Part 2 Creepy Church Abuse

20 Thursday Oct 2011

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BY MINISTER MARLENE

Seducing Spirits?  You’ve been subject to them, and you know what I’m talking about. Believe me, creepy church abuse from pastors and members, is the result of seducing spirits. Seducing spirits, in the form of religious demons have taken up office in the organized church.

 In my last article, I was up into the wee hours of the morning, reading the quintessential textbook on demonic activity, seducing spirits and religious demons. What textbook is that? The textbook I’m talking about was written by Pam Sheppard, entitled ” Faces of the Religious Demon”. Folks, the camel dung has hit the fan in the organized church. Abuse, whether spiritual or physical is the order of the day. Seducing spirits have taken over! If you would just read Pam’s book, you’ll get an earful of revealing information backed by scripture.

 You’ll understand exactly why so and so pastor, is sexually abusing our children in church. If you read Pam’s textbook, and give it a studious read, you’ll know exactly why church members dog each other out in the name of Jesus. You’ll know exactly why rapists, adulterers, thieves, liars and the like, are quite cozy and content in church buildings. If a seducing spirit is at work in you, you may not be able to admit any of this. You’ll be that passive personality that supports ” Big Daddy Bishop” even though he was convicted of a felony.

" Faces of the Religious Demon" by expert deliverance counselor, Pam Sheppard. Pam Sheppard has 38 years a licensed therapist and 28 years of deliverance counseling experience.

 You desperately need Pam’s book, for it will help you get truly free.

 Order Pam’s ground breaking book today http://www.lulu.com/product/paperback/faces-of-the-religious-demon-freedom-through-deliverance-counseling/10669276

 Don’t even feel ashamed, I was once just like you, but it’s time for us all to wake up, and look seducing spirits in the eye, calling them what they are. They are abusive, raping, molesting, condescending, religious demons. These demons, look out at you from the eyes of organized church members, Christian leaders, and Pastors.

Creepy, repulsive church abuse is widespread, and has become an epidemic in the organized church. oops! Let me rephrase that. Creepy abominable organized church abuse, has been going on since the days of Christ. Case in point, the crucifixion. We know ALL was God’s plan, but abusive, caustic, abominable, hurtful, lying, thieving Christian leaders were easy to find then, just as they are now. The religious, have a seducing spirit. The religious and their comical religiosity, have been taken over by religious demons. They feel quite at home in the organized church.

I’ll tell you what sickens me the most regarding seducing spirits and religious demons. Those priests, pastors, Christian leaders (male and female) who creep behind pulpits to have sex with four-year olds. They really sicken me! These horrific acts are both spiritually and physically abusive.

Spiritual abuse is part of the whole organized church package. You can expect it! Seducing spirits, and religious demons, will make you think you have to eat crow in order to serve the Lord. You know what I’m talking about! For example: when this or that pastor, or some creepy, abusive church member chews you out, or dogs and puts you down in front of others. You felt a sinking feeling in your stomach, but were afraid to speak.

Pam Sheppard, 30 years a minister for the Lord Jesus. If your under the bondage of church abuse, call her office now! (518)477-5759

Even Pam Sheppard attests to the fact, and wrote an article describing the heavy abuse she suffered under superiors, during her 30 year appointment as the pastor of her church. Creepy repulsive, spiritual and physical church abuse by those inhabited by seducing spirit/religious demons is a reality. It is a reality for every  organized church member no matter their station.

The organized church is full of silly foolish parents who leave children in the care of church workers. These naive parents haven’t got a clue. Every church worker should undergo background checks before working with children. Seducing spirits in the form of religious demons may enter workers regardless. But the fact that churches are so relaxed, that any Tom, Dick or Sally can care for precious children is a sign. A sign of what? A sign that somebody in leadership doesn’t give a hoot, and may just be an abuser themselves. To top if off, seducing spirits are experts at leaving open doors for trauma and abuse to occur.

The organized church is an abuse magnet. All one has to do is recite the unholy, abominable ” I accept Jesus” sinners prayer, or the unholy and extra abominable, ” I invite Jesus into my heart prayer” which ushers in a specific demon , who proceeds to immediately wreck hellish havoc in your life. All one has to do, in addition to reciting these unscriptural prayers, is throw money at the church. Then suddenly you’re a member of said organized church. Some people are just not saved. Some people are housing seducing spirit, religious demons. If they recited any of the above prayers, it’s almost a given.

No one checks new members out to see if they show fruits of righteousness. Therefore you get child molesters, rapists, thieves, controlling abusers mixing in with everyone else. Such have no intention of changing their ways, and some go on to be church leaders. Just look at pastors like Terry Hornbuckle of Texas, a disciple of TD Jakes,  who was drugging and raping several women in his church.

Having said all of the above, once we are truly saved, that which we suffered is a faint memory. The anguish, emotional pain and anger of a child or an adult whose been in bondage to creepy abominable church abuse, is no match for the healing balm of the Savior.

Do you think you’re in bondage to church abuse, inflicted by seducing spirit/religious demons in the organized church? Are you ready to get free, and stay free of demonic afflictions? Call Pam Sheppard Counseling Center now. Pam knows exactly what ails you, and will administer the scriptural remedy. Remember, Pam was a pastor for 25 years so she knows. Into deliverance since 1983, so she knows.  A licensed therapist for 38 years, so she knows. Call for immediate assistance…(518)477-5759

10/25/11 Thirty years a Minister and 38 years a licensed therapist. Call Pam Sheppard now at (518)477-5759

 

THE ALTAR CALL, THE INVITATION AND THE FAKE JESUS Part 1

20 Thursday Oct 2011

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From the days when Lucifer fell from heaven because of his rebellion against God, what compells this number one fallen angel is that he desires to be worshipped like God.  As such, he will go to ANY lengths to obtain it, even deceive people who think they are worshipping the Son of God when in actuality, they are worshipping one of Satan’s cohorts, the fake Jesus.  The eastern religions are assigned a fallen being who calls himself Maitreya, and deceived Christians and new agers are in league with the fallen angel who called Jesus Sananda Immanuel.  Together, they are an unholy trinity of Satan, the Anti-Christ and the false prophet of the book of Revelation.

Sananda’s plot took shape  under the ministry of a preacher called Charles Finney. 

Charles Finney

Finney was quite a wicked looking man, as you can see the devil all up in his face. The man lived a long time when you consider that in his lifetime, the average live span was  from the late forties to about 65.  Finney lived to be 83, from 1792-1875. A fiery New York preacher, Finney’s impact on church traditions and practices has been  so profound, that his influence is still spreading globally almost two centuries later.  Finney’s notoriety is that he is the one who brought the entire church the “make a decision for Christ” through repeating the sinners prayer and the altar call.  A practicing freemason for 8 years, Finney eventually disavowed if.  Yet what I have learned about freemasonry is that it is witchcraft. And you just  don’t walk away from witchcraft without a struggle.

 Anyway, in a nutshell,  Finney believed that human beings were capable of choosing whether they would be corrupt by nature or redeemed, referring to original sin as an “anti-scriptural and nonsensical dogma”  In clear terms, Finney denied the notion that human beings possess a sinful nature. Therefore, if Adam leads us into sin,  he does so not by our inheriting his guilt and corruption, but by our  following his poor example, this leads logically to the view of Christ as not having died for sins but for some lofty, moralistic reason.

Well, this was the man who started the altar call, invitation to Christian discipleship, “I accept Jesus,” practice that has led to the greatest falling away—the one that Paul himself predicted would transpire.  Consequently, due to Charles Finney, souls have probably not been saved within the organized church system for at least 150 years!!!! This doctrine has  primarily affected the Protestants much  more than the Catholics. Another fallen angel, Mother Mary had a different strategy for THEM. The “make a decision, I accept Jesus gospel has so permeated all Protestant Church tradition, a problem that baptist preacher Paul Washer is diligently trying to correct, to no avail.  Washer is correct on this score but there  are errors in his teaching as well, which is yet “another story.”  Another practice that Finney started was to use the preacher’s invitation at the end of a sermon to evoke an emotional response, in other words to create a charged up atmosphere to manipulate a false conversion.

More on Finney in "the Fake Jesus" & "the New Idolatry."

Anyway, the organized church is incapable of fixing a problem that has been built so deep into its foundation for almost two centuries. What makes it “incorrectible” ,  is that the church is not even aware of this essential problem, so Sananda has had his seat in it for quite some time.  His next step was to inspire artists to paint images of a white, blondish hair, blue eyed image of Jesus to put on the walls of the churches, thereby cementing his claim to them.  For when a demon or fallen angel  successfully plants  an object of themselves into any place, they establish squatters rights for the practice of their idolatry.

TO BE CONTINUED!

If you were one who repeated a sinner’s prayer, chances are, you are not saved.  Help is available.  Call 518-477-5759

Delivered from Torment by Minister Lourdes

20 Thursday Oct 2011

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My name is Lourdes Martinez-Moreno, and I thought I was saved in 1981, boy was I ever deceived. My true born again experience wasn’t until 2007.

Before I begin my story I would like to state that even as a little girl I knew that Almighty God had his hands on me. Now what I permitted in my life is another story.

I had counseling and deliverance by a dear brother in the Lord five years ago. On or about the same time I came across Pam Sheppard’s “old” website “bewarechristians” (it has since been shut down which Pam can tell you all why it was shut down). I can clearly see how God simultaneously orchestrated this journey to bring about my true deliverance.

About my Deliverance:

Juan and his wife had invited me for coffee so that we could get to know each other in a more intimate manner. Mind you, I was very hesitant at the time. I remember a multitude of thoughts racing through my mind i.e. “something is wrong with these people, why do they want to get to know me?” Regardless of these thoughts I made my way to the meeting place (a local coffee shop). I will confess that another reason why I was very reluctant in meeting Juan was because I didn’t trust any men. Men represented “pain” to me. They were the enemy. You might be wondering why men were my enemies. Well, growing up in an environment where sexual abuse was the norm made me very bitter and a hater of men.

I believe God put this man and his wife in my life because of the love of God that was so deep and real in these two individuals, and their pure desire to see people set free from bondage.

The night of my deliverance I met Juan and his wife at their residence (in the garage). Hours before my arrival I had started to tremble (nervously) and I couldn’t keep focused.

The Night of My Deliverance:

The night of my deliverance Juan and his wife started the evening with prayer. I sat across from them. I remember wanting to faint, I became weak. Juan never took his eyes off of me. Not once. He began asking me questions (these questions were identical to a questionnaire that had been provided to me previous to our meeting). What I shared on paper was every open door in which satan had access in my life.

As Juan began to run down the list I began to choke (as if my throat wanted to shut down). I imagined myself in a pool (drowning, grasping for air) but at the same time knowing deep down inside that I wasn’t alone. God was present. In all honesty I do not remember the actual deliverance and I cannot put something together if I have no recollection of such. I was given a waste basket and I used it as I began to vomit every bit of darkness that had been lurking inside of me.

What I perceived to be an hour in that garage actually became hours.

At the end of my deliverance, I found myself on the floor sobbing like a newborn. I had finally come to an understanding of why Jesus Christ of Nazareth died on the cross with “me” on his mind. My heart was filled with “Love”. The old heart of stone which I had used as a weapon for hatred became a heart of flesh.

I was FREE FROM ALL TORMENTING GUILT AND CONDEMNATION. I no longer had to live in darkness. I no longer had to hide my past. A past filled with so much bitterness. A past of childhood sexual abuse, drugs and alcohol, lust, curiosity also played a part in my past (I was curious for the occult world); also living my childhood life with a learning disability and constantly having to hide it for fear of being made fun of was a huge rock I had been carrying for far too long.

That special night for me will forever be engraved in my heart. I became a new creature in Christ Jesus. I was FREE and I knew it.

My Born Again Experience:

After my deliverance, the old Lourdes died and the new Lourdes arose. For the first time in my life I could look at another human being in their eyes without feeling inferior. Only GOD could do a work like this. Do not be fooled by false people who claim that they have healing powers.

I will mention that since my deliverance I have had many upsets and quite frankly I have taken a few stumbles (which I will get to these stumbles in another article)….

NOTHING IS PERFECT but this much I can say:
GOD IS MY STRENGTH AND JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH IS MY DELIVERER.

I do not live in the past any longer. I am standing on the true foundation. I have shared a dream I had many years ago with some folks. And I will share here as well. In this dream, I was standing on a foundation which was in need of much repairs, cracks appeared all over this foundation. I didn’t understand until after my deliverance that my old spiritual foundation was no good and that GOD made sure I was standing on solid ground. Alleluia.

Now I’m a trained deliverance counselor under Sheppard’s Counseling Center. I want you to know that God is not a respecter of persons, He will do for you what he did for me.

If you need deliverance, Pam Sheppard has over 38 years experience as a pastor and deliverance counselor, her expetise in deliverance ministry is second to none. If you suffer from demonic affliction, call Sheppard’s Counseling Center today. Even if you just need to talk, the phone lines are open right now. Her team of supervised deliverance counselors, are waiting to serve you. Your deliverance, and full freedom in Christ is Pam’s number one concern. The fact that she has 38 years of experience under her belt, should beckon you to the phone to make the call. Call Now! (518)477-5759.

10/25/11 Thirty years a Minister and 38 years experience in deliverance ministry. Call Pam Sheppard now at (518)477-5759