My name is Wenona and I am the editor of RESCUE Ministry newsletter for Pam Sheppard Ministries and RESCUE Online Fellowship.
Before coming into RESCUE, I was an independent minister (who previously studied with T.D. Jakes’ Potter’s House School of Ministry) and blogger with my own (online) ministry. At the Lord’s leading, I closed it down and sought direction…and was led to Pamela Sheppard. What I have gained and continue to gain from my fellowship and co-ministering with RESCUE and Pamela Sheppard is fellowship, accountability, camaraderie, mentoring, wisdom, and unconditional love.
EVERY minister needs that. A safe place to land, to go where you can learn some things you THOUGHT you knew, where you can openly or discreetly share of your struggles without fear of exposure, exploitation or rejection. Pamela is unlike any leader I have ever encountered, and I have sat under the most famous of preachers, as well as the unknowns.
Pamela also SERVES the RESCUE family; there are no big ‘I’s’ or little ‘you’s’ in RESCUE. This ministry is here to RESCUE the damaged, the wounded, the broken- hearted, the abused sheep, the Remnant, from the clutches of religiosity. And last, but certainly not least, Pamela is like the older women in the Bible who teach the younger…young enough to still relate to the very real struggles of women (of ALL ages) in ministry, but yet old enough to have gained some INVALUABLE WISDOM along her own journey. That is a rare thing in THIS day and time!
I get emotional when I think about it…but I consider Pamela a TRUE spiritual mother. Other ‘first ladies’ and ‘mothers of the church’ who I ran into (in the church) were always stand-offish, fake, unloving, always seeking attention and adoration like queens. NOT PAM! Pam serves. She loves. Sometimes she tells the truth…and it may hurt. But she LOVES YOU enough to TELL THE TRUTH! As a woman in ministry, RESCUE has proven to be invaluable to me. Women in ministry need SPECIAL support..and you will find that a whole lot more at RESCUE!
And for those of you who are concerned about your individual ‘ministries,’ if they will be swallowed up in RESCUE. Let me tell you this: if you believe God has called you to what you are already doing and don’t wish to abandon that, Pamela makes no demands of your ministry to come up under hers…like they do in the institutional church. She is very supportive and will continue to be supportive of you. Like I said before, RESCUE is a SUPPORTIVE ministry. I used to be a lone ranger….but I tell you. Being a lone ranger (particularly in ministry) is a dangerous, foolish thing. ESPECIALLY AS A WOMAN! We all need someone to see the blind spots for us while we travel on this journey. And sometimes our rear view mirrors are off focus a bit and foggy. Don’t do it ALONE!
To join RESCUE call 518-477-5759. Pam is accessible to all who call her.
Since childhood I have experienced all sorts of physical manifestations such as sleep paralysis, stayed lost in thought, and I have seen the paranormal. Later on in my life I began to hear voices and have terrible thoughts. These voices and thoughts suggested that I should harm others.
I was raised as a studying Jehovah’s Witness until I became a young adult. Once I became a young adult I stopped attending the Kingdom Hall because I wanted to sin sexually. Over the years, I have visited a few churches but I never again committed myself to another church or religion for that matter. During this point in my life, I became spiritually disillusioned and I thought that God had forsaken me due to my choices.
As the voices and the terrible thoughts progressed, I would pray but the more I prayed the voices and thoughts seem to get worse. One evening I was just casually surfing YouTube and I came across some videos that Pamela Sheppard Ministries had posted about the altered states of consciousness. So I watched a few of Pam’s videos and she sounded like she knew what she was talking about and so I called her. That was the best decision I made.
When I was a child, an adult introduced me to sexual sin and Pam explained to me that sexual sin from childhood and false religion was the door that opened me up to experiencing demonic oppression. She explained to me who God truly is and she also explained to me the essential components of salvation. Pam taught me what condemnation was and how religiosity and the sexual sin caused me to feel intense shame. In a few months, I learned truths that will help me stand against the enemy in victory.
Under Pam’s ministry she has a group called RESCUE. RESCUE FELLOWSHIP has shown me a lot of love and support. RESCUE has helped me get pasT demonic accusation and condemnation and I have learned how to use my willpower to combat the voices and terrible thoughts.
If you are hearing voices or having bad thoughts and you need help, please call Pam at 518-477-5759 or email her at pamsheppard911@yahoo.com. Not only is she an ordained minister for 31 years, she is also a licensed therapist. She is both spiritually and psychologically equipped to help you. Perhaps you repeated a sinner’s prayer or you answered an altar call and ever since you’ve done this your life has gone downhill. Or maybe you’re like I once was—- you may be disillusioned with religion and the present day church but you STILL seek God
To talk to you about what RESCUE has done and is doing for me, I have to speak about where I came from. I’m not talking about my heritage per se, but my religious background. We all have our stories and our journeys, but one thing rung true: God is the one who saves, not man. God chooses when and under what circumstance to call people unto himself, man can do nothing to affect being born again.
It is common to hear of one growing up in church. This was me. Until my older years I “backslid” (these are in quotations because I considered if one can really slide back from God) and was doing almost everything a sinner would do. I returned to the church system through a group called “Discipleship Group” which met weekly on Thursdays. The purpose was for the pastor to disciple us, guide us in the way of truth. One evening I was emotional and spoke to the pastor about what I was going through. He decided to pray for me, and I prayed after him. I remember telling God that I was sorry for the sins that I was doing and asking him to forgive me and come into my heart. The next day I felt better, freer, it was a different kind of feeling. I broke up with my live-in fiancée and just felt better.
People were proud of me for the conversion, and soon after I slid easily into different ministries prayer offering monthly, children’s church, choir, Friday meetings, Wednesday prayer meetings – everything that had to do with church activity, I was there. However, like a poorly constructed house, my foundation was not solid. I grew fruitless. Actually, I grew fruit, but this fruit was of the prince of this world. I knew this out of the things I felt against others in the church, I was jealous, angry, envious, very prideful, impatient, selfish all the sins of the flesh. I had a soul tie with another in the church and it was a terrible thing to break, very painful for both. I still attended church, still had communion because I thought I was “ok” with God and God was “ok” with me. That was pride. Friendships ended, and relationships broke. However, I still maintained that I was “born again” because in truth, all of the works I did, things I knew of the bible things I stopped doing in flesh were reasons why I was born again. Although I could quote scripture to justify certain things or discussions, when one looked really close you could tell the fruit on the tree was worldly, and slowly others were beginning to see the fruit of the world in me – but only a few.
I met Pam through a friend of mine. At the time of meeting Pam (or shortly thereafter) I left the organized church system. The first or second meeting Pam went through the very essentials of salvation: Repentance, Rebirth and Resurrection. I did not fully understand repentance and resurrection. In fact, I gave very basic, textbook responses to repentance and rebirth, but when it came to resurrection, I had no real clue. Pam knew that I had not been truly born again of God’s Holy Spirit, but I was afraid to accept that. I was still very religious. I still believed and held on to my working for salvation.
I know now that religiosity is not just the act of attending church buildings. Some are there now that are truly born again and God would reveal himself to them to leave. It is almost like belief system that one has. During the time with Pam, I was very much religious although having left the organized church the church (religiosity) was ingrained in me. Religiosity was my belief system, although disguising it in the form of “godliness”. But God knew that I was not of his flock. During the time of officially leaving the organized church, I have had several false rebirths, where demons would either give Pam a feeling that my salvation was near and in one instance, she felt to speak in tongues. In another instance demons would give me tingling sensations and good feelings, which I attributed to being born again. But even the tingling feelings and sensations I came to understand are not of God. On one occasion, I held a telephone session and toward the end of the session Pam simply asked me to call on the name of Jesus Christ. But I found that I could not open my mouth to say with all my heart that Jesus Christ is Lord. That was surprising to me, as I never would have thought much about religious demons or spirits would prevent a person from a simple act. Of course, Pam spoke right to the demon with authority of Jesus Christ of Nazareth and commanded it out.
It took almost two years being in contact with Pam before God would save me. During the two years I went through anguish, my flesh wanted to be born again – but wanted it for the wrong reasons. I would cry out in anguish to be born again, but God did not hear me.
During the first year with Pam, I had a dream that stood out completely from everything else. In the dream my surroundings was pitch black. Not just in colour but in thickness also. However, I could see me clearly. I was alone and calling out to God, but God was not answering me. He was not hearing me, yet I was calling and calling. For the next few months I woke up every morning and went to bed every night with this heavy load on my shoulders – sin. No matter what I did or said, I could not shake this load. I went through many emotions, angry at God, angry at myself, angry at my friends/family. I briefly went through a stage where I said well if I am a sinner then may as well be happy in my sin. But I was not happy at all. I was more miserable, and those “happy” times of things I did were just temporary and when those moments were over the load on my shoulders. The kind of happy I needed was not a temporary thing.
Throughout this time Pam and I kept in contact, I was in counseling with her every month. She was firm and direct, not the soft and pliable personality that I was used to. But I realized over time that Pam was who I needed. Someone who stood firm in the faith of Jesus Christ of Nazareth who was called of God to do what she does, and ready to rebuke and speak truth to things as they were. Soon everything that I held on to for dear life fell off.
What I came to understand is that repentance is not turning away from the sins that I did, because let’s face it even people who aren’t born again can feel “sorry” for hurting someone and would turn away from doing that again. So going back to the salvation experience I held on to and that Pastor and I praying, my belief then was that the types and amounts of sins that I considered sinful against God, was what I confessed to God. Through my journey, I understood that sin was placed on me – those things that I did were symptoms of my sinful state. I did try scrub myself clean by forcing myself to be emotional and cry and call out for God or vow to “do the right thing” but He knew better, and did not respond to those fleshly attempts.
What I worshipped before was another spirit, another Jesus. Jesus said that we worship Him in Spirit and in Truth. How could I have worshipped God before being unsaved and in the flesh? Something else was receiving my praises and giving me good feelings, but it was not God.
Around Easter 2012, just before the holidays I was at work and felt a tingly feeling on my arms and neck and heard this song I used to sing while in the church called “God is an Awesome God”. At first I wanted to praise and say Yes, I am saved! But when the tingles continued I remembered what Pam taught, that those fleshly feelings are not of God. So I refused to give in. Some of you will think I was too presumptuous, that’s okay I don’t believe that God would save you through tingly feelings and a song. The main thing that I needed was true repentance of godly sorrow an understanding and belief in the resurrection that Jesus Christ of Nazareth was in flesh like you and I, and died in flesh, and rose from death three days later still in flesh. That can only happen by the power of God! Yes, I know some happen these days that try to mock Jesus’ resurrection, but the power of God changed Jesus’ body after he ascended into heaven – a Glorified body that He will never die again! He is the first to have a glorified body, and we will get those too when he return. I had to understand rebirth, by the Holy Spirit that God puts into you.
On April 15, 2012 while at home doing homework, I began to feel upset. Upset at the devil. He deceived me into following him. I followed him and worshipped “another spirit”, a fake Jesus calling that entity “lord”. Deep down in my core I refused to worship the fake Jesus any longer. I remember crying out to God in a sorrow that I had not felt before, thanking Him for Jesus Christ who died for this blotch that had been “me”. Sin. He died that even though I was following the fake Jesus, I the captive could be set free and be alive in Jesus Christ of Nazareth. I knew that I knew of a different faith a saving faith, that God raised this Man, Jesus Christ from dead in flesh like I am in flesh and only because of this can I have life, and I knew that I knew that I knew that He lives and sits beside the Father. He came to set the captives free. I was captive and He came to set me free!!
I did not think often at why God chose that time to save me. But in writing this post I now realize that: Salvation does not belong to man. It belongs to God. He chooses when or how or under what circumstance. No amount of my crying out in flesh anguish or begging could budge what God had planned to show me. This is the same for religious acts, no amount of serving in church or cleansing the outer body could affect being born again. This is a “God” thing, though His Son Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Since being born again, I’ve been in an online group called RESCUE. RESCUE is a place that I could go to and speak about issues I was going through or things I didn’t understand and importantly learn the wiles and strategies of the enemy. This group is not rigid and cold or religious, on the contrary it is warm, loving and open. Recently, I realized that this group has been showing me how to be open to trusting and loving others in the Faith. The walk in Truth is really never meant to be a stand-alone journey, Christ Jesus taught his disciples to really love one another with the love of God. In the same way we strive to walk in truth, to love – and sometimes love means to correct and rebuke in Christ – and to keep ourselves until the day of Jesus Christ’s return. RESCUE is a place of truth, and freedom.
Thank you Pam for the Truth you bring, for your love and strength in Jesus Christ of Nazareth.
To become a RESCUE Member, give us a call at 518-477-5759.
Holding on to tightly to the past can be a dangerous thing. Especially when the Spirit of the Living God is trying to move you forward!
I speak especially to those people who have ‘left the church,’ per se. But the church has NOT left you.
Oh, you do well, you write well, you blog superbly of how you have left the institutional church. But you speak of Her more like a spurned lover than you do of a healed, delivered WARRIOR.
I used to be that way. I spoke of my past and wore it like a tattered garment. A LOT!
But I stopped doing that when I got DELIVERED! FOR REAL!
You see, what you have to realize is that the Word says to FORGET THOSE THINGS WHICH ARE BEHIND AND P R E S S!
No, you wont forget the stuff literally. You WILL forget how much it hurt you. Or angered you. Or disappointed you. Or frustrated you.
How can you tell you are still wearing the garment of religiosity, even though you left ‘the church’ 10 years ago?
Classic tell tale signs are:
1) Anger, frustration, depression, remorse or guilt that won’t go anywhere when you hear of something else going on in the church.
You will understand that the closer we get to the end times, the worse this institutional church is going to get. You are prepared for that. You accept it. So when you hear of another scandal, another child being raped, another devout woman contracting HIV from a preacher, you will know that all of these things are plagues of the end time institutional church.
2) A strong desire to return.
If you find yourself missing ANY aspect of the institutional church (i.e. the service, the praise and worship, the covering, etc.) , there is still some religion left in you. You just got to find a reason to go there. That religious demon still has its hooks in you. That’s not a condemnatory statement; it is the truth, in love. I love enough to tell you the truth…that ultimately SETS YOU FREE!
3) All of your time and resources are spent exposing things going on in the institutional church.
Now, I am a proponent of exposure. And I wholeheartedly do believe that things not of God should be exposed. But ALL of my time, resources and energy are no longer spent on exposing the fakes. I mean, come on! If I spent all that time exposing the fakes, I would have no time to do what it is I am CALLED to do….point people to the REAL JESUS, help people recognize the voice of God for themselves and help them in their transition OUT of the church, when they are ready.
4) Pride/Inability and Unwillingness to be Taught
Religion and pride goes hand in hand. People with this trait use the excuse that because ministers and leaders in the institutional church have abused their authority, consequently that in and of itself is supposed to eradicate the necessity to be taught by another. A trick of the enemy is to get folks to get huffy and puffy and refuse to be taught based upon the fact that there are false teachers out here. Remember, there would NEVER be a fake unless there is a REAL. A fake anything is only a cheap replica of the real! Without the real, the fake could NOT exist. Your job is to discern that which is fake and that which is real!
5) You rehearse trauma, abuse and mishaps suffered in the church….over and over again.
And you do so with a victim’s mentality. You are not a victor, but a victim. And God cannot use a victim.
6) You are sort of the Rhona Barrett, the Wendy Williams, of the church. You may or may not go to church, but you sure got all the news about whats going down there. You are obsessed with reporting the latest on what’s going down in ‘the church.’
Instead of focusing your energies on helping the REAL people of God heal from abuses suffered in the church, you are still moaning, crying, reporting, complaining, and getting frustrated over what is happening there. You left, like Pam said in the video, but its really like you never left to begin with!
You have left the church, but the church has NOT left YOU!!!!!!
7) You have this hero mentality. You believe that God has ‘called’ you to rescue folks out of the clutches of the I.C.
This is one of the last things the enemy will deceive folks who have come out with…that it is your job, your calling, to snatch folks out of the I.C. The enemy has you deluded with grandiose perceptions of yourself being a savior of some sort. Super Christian! With the big ‘S’ on your chest! You can leap skycrapers in a single bound…and snatch innocent people out of the clutches of the satanically-driven I.C.
And you are SO deceived with this perception of yourself that you will even DISOBEY GOD and go back to church, under the guise of rescuing souls out of religion! Or out of a plague-ridden church.
THAT is a trap of the enemy.
I remember this movie, one of my favorite, Superman II, where Superman was in this fight with some villains from his old planet Krypton before it was destroyed. There were three of them, two men and a woman. One of the men was called Zod, he was the leader. In this fight scene, Superman was going toe to toe with all three of the villains in the city of Metropolis.
The villains were winning the fight, per se, because Superman was on the WRONG turf.
Superman wisened up and took the fight to HIS turf, his pad in the North Pole. THERE Superman whipped some villain booty!!
Superman realized what a lot of ‘christians’ have not: you cannot go into a den of demons, somewhere where GOD IS NOT and expect to win ANY confrontation with evil.
The VICTORY IS IN JESUS CHRIST. And if JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH is NOT with you, then the fight won’t be won.
You cannot go into a corrupt, condemned, plagued, sin ridden entity that GOD HIMSELF HAS JUDGED AND GIVEN OVER TO THE ENEMY and expect to do any real damage to the kingdom of darkness.
That luring that you feel to go back and ‘fight’ for souls is a T.R.A.P. set up by the enemy for your destruction!
You no longer walk in the power of God when you are in rebellion, or disobedience. You may feel ‘a power’ with you while you are in there. But it is NOT the HOLY GHOST POWER.
It is a false, demonic, wicked, religious demon that empowers those who follow it…straight to their demise.
If this is you, don’t feel bad. I was once there. But I thank GOD for deliverance, and for bringing people like Pamela Sheppard into my life to help me!
If you are looking for help/deliverance, just call 518-477-5759.
I’ve attended church ALL of my
life…been raised in church, in fact. But, to be honest, I had been
confused about what the truth really was because I have heard so
many different gospels from so many different churches, so much so
that I became damaged spiritually by religion. The Holy Ghost
called me out of the church SEVERAL times, but the religion in me
just wrote it off as the devil, thinking that surely God would not
call me out of the church! Indeed, HE DID!
After some very legalistic practices
had been revealed at a church I had faithfully attended for 16
years, I started realizing that something was HORRIBLY wrong with
churches, and so I left that particular church, yet still believed
that there were possibly some “good” churches still left. Not so. I
had gone back and forth to several different types of churches,
only to constantly find the false doctrine and heavy religion that
was being practiced in each one, which was a huge turn off to me. I
was never really satisfied, but DESPERATELY searching for a church
home. The problem was that regardless of the Holy Ghost’s efforts
to call me out of religion and into TRUE salvation, I held onto the
hope that maybe there was still yet a church home, preaching truth,
and a perfect fit for me.
Never found it. I just wanted the
TRUTH!!!! I then started earnestly praying to God for him to lead
me to the truth. I kept praying and kept seeking. HE NEVER LED ME
TO A MAN-MADE CHURCH. Then, I met Pam online. I noticed that her
posts and videos always seemed to resonate with me, and I could
relate to what she was talking about. Everything started coming
together, and I was beginning to see the truth I had been praying
for continue to unfold! Furthermore, she was preaching
TRUTH!!!
I contacted
Pam, desperate for help, guidance, mentoring, direction,
fellowship, and support as I transitioned out of the religion I had
learned my entire life…the Institutional Church. I learned about
the fellowship and support I could gain from RESCUE, and joined. I
had concerns about my salvation because certain things just weren’t
adding up, and I knew that it would be almost impossible for me to
be saved, if my entire life, I kept hearing a different Gospel from
the TRUE GOSPEL.
When I spoke with Pam, she preached
the True Gospel of Jesus Christ to me…but it was NOT recognizable
to me…in ALL my years of being in church! I knew I wasn’t saved at
that point. I prayed for God to reveal to me if what Pam had said
to me was true. And within a DAY, the Holy Spirit began working on
me, showing me the evil of the world, and putting MY sin before me.
Saving faith entered into me when I realized that A DEAD MAN LIVES,
NAMED JESUS CHRIST, AND HE IS GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Suddenly, I realized that HE DID ALL
OF THAT FOR ME!!! I realized who I was before God… the wicked,
wretched person who NEEDED salvation because there was NOTHING I
could do to atone for my wicked nature…NOTHING. I was then led to
the cross. God loved me so much that Jesus Christ came in a
horrible crucifixion and death, paid the ultimate debt for MY
sinful nature through his BLOOD, and then BECAME ALIVE AGAIN 3 DAYS
LATER IN THE VERY SAME BODY, just so I could have a chance to be
reconciled to the Father. NOBODY, would have done that for me or
even has THAT KIND OF POWER OVER DEATH!!!!
That’s how I knew HE WAS GOD! THAT’S
THE POWER IN IT ALL!!! In RESCUE, we continue to proclaim the TRUTH
that is so obviously missing from the churches today. We are
devoted to one another through fellowship, and are a support system
to others who have been called out of the Institutional Church and
are desperately seeking deliverance, counseling, mentoring, and
safe shelter. Pam loves the sheep, and is committed to watching
over you and helping you through truth and love, to defeat the
schemes of the enemy. I don’t know what I would do or where I would
go if I did not have Pam and the RESCUE ministry. If you are
searching for love, counseling, mentoring, friendship and support
of believers OUTSIDE of the Organized Church who preach TRUTH, then
you, my friend, have come to the right place!
RESCUE Mentoring through Pam
Sheppard Ministries has given me the support I needed when I didn’t
know where to turn after being called out of the Institutional
Church. I now have online fellowship, mentoring, teachings, and
basically someone to guide me as I encounter issues I face after
leaving the I.C. I love it! And I have built some wonderful
relationships and get more “meat,” ministry, and fellowship than I
have EVER gotten sitting in any church!!! I also get personal phone
sessions each month! It is a phenomenal service!
When I had no one who understood,
when I searched DESPERATELY for truth, when I had nowhere to turn
for shepherding, no one to guide me and be there for me, God led me
to Pam, and she was there, to give me the strength and tools I need
to have TRUE Freedom in Christ. I thank God for this
ministry!
Some think that because they never attended an institutional church, they are exempt from deception. Recently I made a presentation entitled “Satan’s Greatest Deceptions” with some Hebrew Israelites in attendance. Among them were those who had not attended the IC as long as 2 decades, while others had never attended any church. Toward the end of my teaching, I stated that ALL of the elect of God in our generation have succumbed to satanic deception, more or less, in one way or the other. The response of protest was so strong, that I was compelled to cease to continue and I turned off the tape.
Those present are convinced that because they either never were or have not been a part of the IC, as Hebrew Israelites, they have completely escaped deception. (Click here to listen to the message)
Yet I stand firm in my warning to Hebrew Israelites and to ALL other religious cults. Certainly it is clear that Satan has had a seat in the Institutional Church for some time. He gained it with the first IC, under the rulership of the Emperor Constantine, he had no control over the Protestant Reformation, but over a few hundred years, the enemy has infiltrated every one of Her many branches. As I have studied the practices and beliefs of Hebrew Israelites, it is clear to me that Satan didn’t just infiltrate it. He is the author and finisher of it.
The truth of the matter is that in this lukewarm, spiritually blind Laodicean age, God has already released strong delusion and no one or group is exempt. There are no exceptions because God is the one who has given Satan the opportunity to deceive ALL, including the elect. Isn’t it biblically clear that throughout the ages, it is the way of the Almighty to use this planet as a battleground and a training school for the elect?
If we who will reign with Jesus Christ of Nazareth and share in His judgment of angels, doesn’t it naturally and spiritually follow that we ourselves must be tried in the fires of refinement? The Lord asks all Laodiceans to come and buy gold that has been tried in the fire, so that our spiritual blindness will be removed and we will be able to see clearly.
How do we buy gold?
God uses the enemy to train us how to overcome sin. Once those lessons are learned, then we enter the spiritual boxing ring of the religious spirit that is assigned to deceive us and keep us deceived. In the training process, we come to know Satan’s ways and his TRUE agenda. Without knowing what the enemy is REALLY after, how can our victory over him be complete?
As Satan tried to sift Peter as wheat, he will also try to sift every one of us to see if we are worth our salt. A part of that sifting is to be deceived, yet rise out of deception to truth.
The only One exempt from deception is God Almighty. So if you are among those who believe that you have not been deceived, then you are deceived already. Some of you will prevail to victory, while those who are proud in their beliefs and their practices will be deluded beyond repair.
I preached sermon after sermon from a denominational pulpit for 25 years. For 10 years as a travelling evangelist, I preached an average of 30 sermons a year. However the 15 years as a pastor, I preached at least 720 sermons a year. Consider also that I watched others sermonize for as much as 20 times a year for 20 years.
Consequently, I have seen the work and met the souls up front and personal. Yet sad to say, I can only remember how the human presentation of the unfathomable victory and power of Cavalry and the Lord’s empty tomb has blurred and even watered down the gospel message to such an extent, that it has spiritually thrown multitudes off the track to a solid and steadfast conversion and rebirth. In fact, when I look back in reflexion, I am horrified by the disastrous confusion produced by ALL of us preaching every conceivably human experience other than Jesus Christ of Nazareth crucified and raised from the dead.
Early in my preaching days, the Lord spoke to me in a dream and said ever so kindly, “Pam, don’t forget to call my name in your sermon on Sunday morning.” I could have been embarrassed but instead, I was deeply convicted.
I never forgot to call His name yet when I preached the resurrection, it seemed like everyone, including other ministers, were in a state of total religious blindness!!!!
As a seasoned preacher, I realize today that the problem with behind the pulpit sermonizing is the mind of the preacher. The enemy has done a masterful job in calling preachers whose minds are unclear about what being raised from the dead means. For as the serpent beguiled Eve, the mind behind the pulpit in this hour is corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ.
It is a fearfully blasphemous thing to hinder the Holy Ghost from reaching those whom the Lord called and chose for Himself before the worlds were framed.
Woe be to all who scatter His flock by not preaching in every single sermon, the power of the Lord’s resurrection to raise the dead spirits into eternal life.
You can’t preach what you do not understand. If you do not understand the Lord’s resurrection, you need to watch the video above.
My first date. I was 18 and a freshman at SUNYA. this was my first boyfriend! lol
In Christ for 35 years now, I have learned “a thing or two” concerning what it means to be crucified in Him, yet still be alive. Keeping it simple, I have learned that to die in Christ is to look for or expect nothing for self.
I expect to be misunderstood by some with this post. I ignore the swine and cast my pearls to those who hunger to press on to perfection in Him.
So this is my story, this is my song, praising my Savior all the day long!
June 198o. Landed my best job in state govt in the field of corrections. Worked it for 17 years while I was also in ministry in an AA denomination. I was on lunch break! lol
I knew early on in life that I was supposed to be “special,” perhaps famous. Intellectually, I aspired to be a college professor at the master’s degree level. I was blocked. Then there was my beauty. It caused people to think me the next Lena Horne or the Halle Berry of my generation. Instead, I entered into state government. Once there, I strived to be the top dog–a Commissioner or a Director but God did not allow it, blocking me at every turn.Consequently, I remained in middle management, writing reports and letters for the Governor’s signature. I learned how to serve others.
When I entered into ministry, I did not know what to expect. Confronted in my dreams by a religious demon, the Lord allowed him to put me to the test. I received several dreams that showed me that I was to pastor a mega church of thousands. I saw myself, strutting across a platform bible in hand, teaching countless people, on a par with Juanita Bynum, Paula White or even Joyce Meyer. On the real, when opportunities DID present themselves, doors were immediately shut tight. Since I was well deceived, believing these messages of ministerial fame were from the Lord, it was the enemy’s intention that I would first be frustrated, and ultimately be so disappointed that I would “curse God and die..”
When your aspirations and expectations for self glory are high, and they are not achieved, many wallow about feeling like failures. However, if you are crucified in Christ, none of it matters because for you, only Christ is gain. The world and its attainments become as dung. Garbage. Waste.
Not once did I feel like a failure when my enemy given aspirations came to naught. For in the ongoing process of the “test”, I lost all desire for self acclaim. I came to see that one can chase a thousand but two can chase 10,000. By revelation knowledge, I came to be satisfied in my place in His body, desiring nothing for myself. I accept that while I live, my job is to prepare others to swing the mighty blow against the foe. The fruit of my life-long test is that WHO does the Lord’s work does not matter. How the work is done is no longer any consequence to me. My personality has buried personal ambition and so I am crucified in Christ, nevertheless I live. Yet not I. It is Christ who lives in me.
How does He live in me? I have lost personal ambition. My lack of ambition is neither passivity or laziness, for I am always ready to take action. Yet my soul is so united to the Lord, that I rest from the complexities of making this or that decision as I simply accept the choice of the Holy Ghost. Since I am bold and unafraid, the ambitious in ministry are often “intimidated” so they often make fruitless and useless attacks when I touch upon one of their pet religious peeves. Yet a crucified person is never offended by critics. Why? Because we want for nothing. Therefore. I receive the petty blows with a quiet spirit as I shake the dust and move on.
In fact, people believe that I am very busy but I work without feeling like I am working. For when I write a book, a blog, counsel, mentor or teach and train, I am doing what I love to do. Whenever, God decides to sit me down, I will accept His decision and simply enjoy the rest of the life that He allows me to have.
Then again, when you are crucified with Christ, you become an eternal person. You live your life as though it does not stop with your last breath on earth. This is how I live today. I don’t sweat the fact that more than half my life is over.. Why? Because with every word I write in a book or a blog, with every audio or video message that I produce, I am planting seed for generations to come. It does not matter if I achieve glory while I live. I don’t live for self glory.What matters is “the fruit.” As a book written by the dead was used by God to un-deceive me, then when I am gone, my books will remain for the living when I have passed over. In her book, “War on the Saints,” Jessie Penn- Lewis became my deliverer in 2003 though she died in 1915. So I rest in peace while I yet live out my remaining years, because I too have planted seed into the earth.
In the meantime, the Lord may desire to use me to help YOU. Don’t be embarrassed or proud about that. Pride goes before a fall.Some of you want to remain independent. I understand that. I too am independent and I will never again submit to any religious authority. Even so, I realize that the work we all do independently must come together like a well-knitted tapestry, as none of us is an island unto ourselves. We are the Body Of Christ. He is the Head. The part I play is crucial. I am like a drill sergeant who prepares the troops for war.
So just give me a call. I will not judge you. In fact, whatever you are going through, I have probably been tested or tempted in that area over the last 35 years in Him. So give me a call at 518-477-5759.
In 1979, I was sent to the Institutional Church because of the urgency of 3 dreams that compelled me to find a particular pastor. In the book, “Come Out of Her, God’s People,” I describe the events of that particular time.
“I preached my first sermon with such fire and conviction that even my enemies in that church voted for me to be licensed. They believed that this was the Lord’s thing and they did not want to mess with me. Even though I was treated like an unloved step child for the next 25 years, my skill at preaching made room for me, no matter how uncomfortable the listener. A few hearers were bold enough to sit and do crossword puzzles right in my face, while others sat with bland faces, pretending that they were not convicted, but they were. I’d come out of the pulpit and stand at the aisles of the un-attentive—bible in hand,— preaching powerfully through their resistance. In the early days, some would not come to church if they knew in advance that I was the preacher of the hour. However, my skill caused those who did not like me personally to love the way I preached. These were those who were eager to have me prick their hearts. pg.70”
Consequently, when I left the Institutional Church in 2004, I was carrying a lot of baggage–particularly in the area of religious doctrine and various practices. Yet the thing I loved the most was preaching.
When I entered the IC in 1979, I did not know what a sermon was. When I witnessed my first sermonic performance by my first pastor, Rev. Lester, all I could do was sit there on that pew and cry. Once I entered ministry a few years later, I was required to preach a sermon. I said to myself, “Sermon? What in the world is that?”
Actually, the first sermon I preached was at night. I preached it in a dream. In fact, I awakened from sleep, “sermonizing”. Since then, I have uttered at least 2000 sermons in various pulpits. I went from long outlines, to short ones on index cards hidden in the bible, , to notes on little pieces of paper, to simply opening the bible and submitting myself to the flow of the text and what I believed at the time was the inspiration of the Holy Ghost.
Then one day—-the Monday after my 25th anniversary of preaching–October 25, 2006, the Lord spoke. On Sunday, I had preached a sermon called “What Do You Have to Burn.” The irony is that when I preached “What Do You Have to Burn,” I did not have the slightest idea that what I had to burn was “preaching.” For those who have the time to listen, click the title link to hear my last sermon.
So as I sat before the Lord on Monday, “I heard Him speak into my spirit, “Preaching is not building 3 point messages from isolated texts and creating a sermon. Sermonizing or homiletics is not of Me. It is manmade.”
Immediately I knew that anything spiritual that is manmade is religious and that anything religious has a form of godliness that is without power to bear genuine spiritual fruit. I also had a great deal of experience with people who heard a sermon that they they could not remember shortly thereafter. I may have been deceived but not blind. Clearly, the one who got the most out of my sermons was ME!
That was all the Lord needed to say.
It is important to state that He did not ask me to stop preaching, nor did He say that sermonizing is of the devil. Yet I could read between His lines. I began to recall how uncomfortable I always was sitting in pulpits. Then I remembered various images of my colleagues who seemed to be “taken over” by a force that I always suspected was not the Holy Ghost.
Instantly—-cold turkey—-I dropped the baggage of “sermonizing” and I have not looked back. It was not difficult. Once the Lord revealed His heart, my desire to preach immediately left me.
Do I utter today? Yes, but I am very careful in how I use the scriptures when I teach, making sure that I remain in accord with the text within its original context. However, if a pastor was to invite me to his or her church to speak, I would decline. I do not step foot in churches.
To look back is TO GO BACK. Anyway, All I would say to the Harlot is “Come Out of Her, God’s People.”
Among those who have left the IC, there are many of you who are still carrying a lot of religious baggage and you need to be de-programmed. I can help with that so call 518-477-5759.
Speaking in tongues was one of Gods gifts to his people to help spread his message among His people. One the Day of Pentecost, in one local community there were 17 different languages spoken. They ALL heard the gospel in their own language. <a href=”“>
I believe that tongues have ceased. The reason I believe that all tongues spoken today is a counterfeit is based on simple logic and basic commonsense. I found that as I conducted research for the book “the fake Jesus,” tongues actually DID cease as Paul told the Corinthians that they would. History reveals that tongues ceased for 19 centuries.
Think about it. No Christian needed or ever heard of “a prayer language” for 1900 years!!!!!.
Why did tongues cease?
Well, because its purpose had been fulfilled.
Here is a quote from the Fake Jesus: Fallen Angels Among Us.
“God Himself brought forth many languages to hinder the building of the tower of Babel. In Genesis 11, we read that because of the people’s rebellion, God confused the language of all the earth so that the people would not be able to understand each other’s speech, How ironic and counter-rebellious on the part of Maitreya. As Satan’s representative of endtimes, Maitreya plans to do just the opposite in Mystery Babylon, which includes the organized church. Maitreya’s goal is to cause all who speak in different tongues to hear him in ONE tongue. This is a complete reversal of God’s actions to hinder the tower of Babel. This is blasphemy to the nth degree. Anyone who does not close the door to self-induced passivity is at risk of becoming reprobate.”
In the Fake Jesus, the connection of the speaking in tongues movement to Satan’s endtime agenda is exposed.
I started out for 33 years of life an atheist. Once I had a ‘Damascus Road” type of experience with the Lord, I was sold out for Him. And it was two years—1979–before I attended any church. I went because I had 3 consecutive dreams of a local pastor, and all 3 dreams urged me to find this man, the late Rev. Lester. (not his real name.) Not once in more than 25 years did I ever consider that it was NOT God who sent me those dreams. I didn’t find out until AFTER I had finished my 4th book, “the Fake Jesus:Fallen Angels Among Us.” How did I find out? The Lord spoke to me and quietly said, “I did not send you those 3 dreams that sent you to that church.” Simple.
Why did He wait so long to tell me this?
Well, I never asked Him. I kinda “knew” without asking. I needed to know the depth of perversion and depravity the organized church system actually is “from inside.” You might say, “I was a spy.” I was never really a part of the system because the demons in it recognized that I was a spy before I actually knew it myself. The Lord allowed a messenger of Satan to give me 3 dreams and several confirming signs that I was supposed to be there. I was a church person for 25 years, in ministry about two years after I first arrived. I was in a denomination where several churches in a region are “connected.” So I got to know about 200 ministers, about 10 percent of them as close regional associates.
Well, I knew it was depraved from the beginning. My first pastor was a closet homosexual who also practiced a Caribbean form of witchcraft called “obeah.” He was one of the first to die of AIDS in the early 80’s. Most of the ministerial elders that I had to submit my ministry to were depraved. Thieves, drug abusers, fornicators, homosexuals, child abusers, you name it, undercover and sometimes openly, they did it.
I stayed as long as I did because the religious spirit assigned to me played a convincing game to prove that God had me in the system to cause the system to repent. So I was on my knees, sobbing, wailing and travailing for 25 years. When things only got worst, commonsense should have told me, “Hey Pam, Don’t you “get it?” God is not answering your prayers in this matter. Why can’t you ‘figure it out?’ If God has not answered your prayers for repentance for 25 years, perhaps it is because “the time of repentance is over. It just ain’t goin to happen, Gurl!!! Get up off your knees!”
I was pretty comfortable in the denomination in 2003. I had started my own church and I kept my self separated from the religious politics, and the Bishop did not particularly care WHAT I was doing. He treated me like I didn’t exist, and that worked well for me. Then one day, the Lord spoke to me in a dream. He showed me that “it was time to go.” He said “but let them PUT you out.” Since I was not in any kind of trouble with the upper echelon, it seemed implausible that they would put me out. Well 9 months from the dream, my name was removed from the denominations rolls.
Once out, I devoted myself to my online ministry which had begun in 2002 and to the church that I had founded in 1996. From 2004-2007, I waited for the Lord to send me to a different denomination, with my eyes on Full Gospel, non denominational groups. It didn’t happen. Then in 2007, the Holy Ghost spoke again. He compared the organized church to an inner city condemned building. In short, He said “I’ve judged it already and I am no longer there.”
I said to myself “this COULD be the devil.” It was too incredulous for me to believe that the Holy Ghost was not in the church. I was in a state of shock. So I tried the spirits through the study of church history for one year. After that year, I knew I had heard from the Holy Ghost. He is NOT there.
Since God is not there, no point in ME being there either!
The details of my story are in the book, “Come Out of Her, God’s People.” It is an eye opener that should be a part of your library. It is an “ah ha” kind of book. It explains a lot about the organized church, its ministers and its members as well as “it plagues.” Also if you want to discuss this, your comments are welcome.
If you already know I speak the truth, you are invited to become a member of my online ministry. Once you register. I will either to mentor, train you or both, call 518-477-5759.
There are 2 pages of books. Here are the titles: To Curse the Root, Faces of the Religious Demon, the Fake Jesus, Come Out of Her, God’s People, the New Idolatry, Be Delivered From Deliverance Ministry, The Makings of A False Prophet, Spiritual Empowerment Workshop Part One, Spiritual Empowerment Workshop Part TwoWorkshop Part One, Spiritual Empowerment Workshop Part Two
Those whom the Lord saves who were accustomed to supernatural experiences like telekinesis, poltergeist and other magical types of manifestations will try to explain such phenomena with scriptures. They rationalize and continue to believe that psychic phenomena are the gift of miracles.
For example, I was just born again a year or so when I spoke to a storm and it seemed that I stopped it. It was one of those summer storms. My clothes were drying on an outside line and I had just settled down in my backyard in a lawn chair with a cool drink when the sky got dark and the winds kicked up. I stood up, spoke directly to the storm and commanded it to leave. I kid you not, it rained all around my backyard, but not a drop fell where I dwelled. The sun came back out, shined only above me, while the entire neighborhood was flooded with rain. It was quite a deluge. So of course, I connected this incident to the Lord speaking to a storm and what He said about speaking to mountains as my biblical “confirmation. I look back now and I realize that this manifestation was not from God. The motive? To make me into a signs and wonders, charismatic freak. The fallen angel responsible was quite successful. It didn’t take much to turn me into granola—a fruit, a nut and a flake!
Here is the crux of the problem. As a product of New Age occultism, Christians with psychic phenomena in their past remain ignorant of the deception of the mighty foe. So once born again, each of us has been assigned a religious/witchcraft spirit entity whose job is to seek every opportunity to buffet us with counterfeits of the gifts of the Holy Ghost that seem to be from God.. The assigned fallen angel or demon waits for an element of the flesh to manifest itself in the new believer, in order to gain his master’s end. The Apostle Paul calls that aspect of our flesh by the name of witchcraft. Like Simon the Sorcerer, we carry in our flesh a lust for the supernatural that the enemy works with. Since occultists are trained to expect the supernatural, hidden in our flesh remains the same desire AFTER we are saved.
I experienced many dealings of the flesh—many trials, tribulations and tests.
Being put to death in the flesh goes on and on. Overcoming was not finished in one mighty stroke. The Holy Spirit covered all bases, first dealing with my ambition for the 3 p’s of prestige, prominence and power. What helped me is that even when I was a sinner, , I was a lover of the truth. So I became one who sought spiritual truth at all cost. Also, as Paul was assigned a religious demon–a thorn in his flesh–to develop him, so was I.
I am a overcomer because my religious demon presented me with trials and temptations to overcome. From 1977-2003, —26 years–the religious demon was in the driver’s seat regarding charismatic manifestations. I was completely duped. yet in 2003—, once I prayed “Lord, show me the darkness that is around me,”— all things continue to be exposed.
In every test, I had the choice of going down and being crushed by the spirit of the anti-christ or rising up in spirit victory. I ROSE UP!
In a nutshell, the Holy Spirit will inform you when it is time for you to leave church. In fact, if it were not for Him, I would still be there. When the Holy Spirit led me out of church, I was pastoring a work that I had founded myself. So it had never crossed my mind to completely leave the church. For a minister of the gospel to leave church after 25 years of faithful service sounded like a preposterous idea to me–absolutely inconceivable. I was settled and comfortable in the denomination, in spite of the fact that I had never really been embraced with open arms. I had the best of both worlds: spiritual covering from a well-respected denomination that left me to my own devices. So I had almost complete independence to bring forth pentecostal, word of faith teachings in a denominational setting.
So what happened? First of all, I had a dream. A very clear, significant dream where the Lord actually spoke to me. I wanted to believe it was the devil because I didn’t like what I heard and saw in the spirit. I was called by name. the Spirit said “Pam, I cannot use you in this place. You are a light hidden under a bed. You MUST leave. But let them PUT you out!”
Put ME out? This MUST be the devil, I thought to myself. They can’t put me out. I have been a faithful servant in this denomination for 25 years.!!!!
Well, I did not have long to wait. I was at the Y, doing my afternoon lap swim when my pregnant daughter came waddling in and screaming “they are after you, Ma! The denomination is investigating you.” I got out of the pool, sat on its side and listened to my daughter’s emotional report. She had run into the proverbial grapevine. Yet this was not gossip. It was true. The dream was confirmed in less than a week. The denomination was about to PUT ME OUT.
It took 9 months. I had the dream in September 2003 and the denomination removed my name from its rolls in June 2004.It was June 25th, 2004. I had a dream that morning. I saw my head under the chopping block. I was beheaded. It came to me that I have the same ministry as John the Baptist: Preach repentance and prepare the way for the Lords SECOND coming.
Anyway, I still had my church that I had founded, The denomination had no authority or power to close it. So I continued leading my church, expecting the Lord to send me to another church affiliation. Various sects and word of faith churches made some offers. However, it was quite clear to me that all they wanted was my money and my attendance at their various meetings and conferences to obtain MORE money through conference fees and donations taxed my church. We were small and poor. I could not rob my own congregation to send their hard-earned dollars to an aloof, uncaring mega preacher, just to pay to sit on the front row of some conference.
So I waited 3 years. This time my sign was more powerful than a dream. I was wide awake. I heard a voice in my head ask me this question, “Pam. would you put curtains up at the windows of a condemned building?” I looked around to see if someone was there, but I was alone. I answered in my head “no.’ The voice continued.He talked for what seemed a long time. Then He said “Pam. You are planning to travel around the world to conduct deliverance training seminars in any church that will open its doors to you.” I answered, “Yes.!” By that time, I had been to a church in Lawrenceville Ga and one in Bermuda.
The voice then said “Well. Pam. conducting seminars in any church is like putting up curtains at the windows of a condemned building, I have already judged HER.”
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Have you ever wondered why you have to go to the government through local city halls to have a legitimate marriage? I know of a situation where the pastor deliberately neglected to sign and deliver the marriage license papers to City Hall, after solemnizing a $20,000 wedding in his church, where the bride (his daughter, by the way) and the groom repeated their vows, supposedly in the holy place called “church.” It was not until the happy couple decided to seek a divorce that they found out that their “marriage” never occurred in the eyes of the law, in spite of the vows they made in church. Seems Daddy knew best. However, Daddy Pastor did not anticipate yet another problem. The children conceived of this church marriage without an official license were illegitimate and had no legal rights.
So is marriage a divine sacrament? Not if the state is in control of it!!!
So then, what about God and gays? The first sex act between a same-sex gender couple broke the laws of God, similar to the sex act between heterosexuals, yet the bride wore white! Marriage is ruled by the state and not by the church ceremony. You have to go to the state to be married and to the state to get a divorce. The church is “ceremonial” only. Gays don’t need the church to be married. Let them go to City Hall for both the license and the ceremony for God has nothing to do with ANY of it.
So——- Render unto Caesar what is Caesar’s. I agree with President Obama but not for the same reasons. I agree with Rev. Jessie Jackson and some of the black clergy, but not nearly for the same reasons. That’s the way of politics. You can come to the same conclusions based upon opposite or non-related reasons.
I must admit that in the first 5 decades of my life, I did not particularly like women because in my world space, there were just too many meely mouthed, back stabbin female crabs in a barrel. And even though I had my issues with men as well, I liked them better and preferred their company and friendship to that of my own gender. In fact, when I was in my twenties and thirties, my best friends were gay. We could shop and do the hair, nails and dress up thing, but when I was pulled into a cat fight, their masculine strength would rescue me in a New York minute.
Now that I have been saved 34 years, with 30 years in ministry under my belt, I have really grown to love my sistahs and my sisters. Don’t know what I would do with out my crew. Yet, online, I have run into a wild, unruly bunch of professing Christian women who are like bulls or heifers in a China shop. I call them, “Holy Phony Silly Women!” They are constantly posting teaching material, yet claiming “oh, I am merely about Christian fellowship and I am not a teacher.I am simply “sharing.”
Holy Phony Silly women are those who think they can step out on the Internet—on Facebook, in chat rooms, by email, Skype, YouTube, you name it, they are out there from all over the world, buttin heads with Christian folk like wild heifers. The freedom of the world-wide web has mesmerized them to forget Pauls words—not to use liberty as a license to rebellion. Paul said it like this. “All things are expedient to me but all things are not lawful or helpful.”
Much too much that women are “teaching” and “preaching” on the web is not only NOT helpful, but it is harmful.
The bible also tells us to avoid silly women and unfortunately, in spite of my affection and concern for them, I have to turn away. It is not necessary to know a lot to teach. The issue is that what ya know— ya KNOW!— bottom-line is that what you teach should be without error.
One who teaches needs to be able to discern fact from truth, a hypothesis from a finding, a supposition from a conclusion. Yet women are on video clips and writing Facebook notes and tweeting about spiritual growth and end time matters. when they have not a clue. Then, when they are confronted, they angrily justify and defend themselves with,
“Oh, I am just a housewife. I am not teaching. I am just “spending quality time with my online friends. I am not as bold as YOU Pam, to say that I am a teacher. Oh no. I am not a teacher. I am just “having conversation.” For after all, I am too humble to appoint myself, as YOU have done. I have the fear of the Lord because I know that a woman is not supposed to teach. And I know that teachers receive the greater judgment and condemnation for teaching error!”
Holy Baloney!
This is that same ole slippery way that women deal with their husbands. You’ve played your manipulative games with him for so long,–letting him believe that he is running your home when you KNOW the truth is that YOU are!!! Consequently, you rationalize that you can also manipulate God and pretend that “you are not teaching YOUR interpretation of the word of God.
Let’s get real, Sisters. This is Holy Phoniness to the max. It stinks in my spiritual nostrils. You not only quote scripture, but you declare to people how they ought to worship and “get in the presence of the Lord,” whether or not to fast, how to fast and pray, —and even deeper–that there is no rapture, that Jesus is not literally coming back but that it is a “spiritual” return, that people should not prepare themselves for end times, that those who speak in tongues are going to hell, that Pentecostals are all unsaved heathens. That various folk are false prophets—I’ve heard a woman call them lunatics. And on and on it goes, day after day.
But this is not “teaching” you see! It is that great ole euphemism called “sweet fellowship with the saints and harmless, idle conversation” Oh, no. YOU not a teacher. Yeh!
To that, I say this. Consider the “technical virgins” of today. They believe themselves to be righteous because they have never experienced coitus by vaginal penetration, yet they masturbate 4 times a day to online porn or they are having anal and oral sex on a regular basis. “Look yall, I’m still a virgin. Yeh!
So I say to Holy Phony Silly Women. don’t think that God cannot distinguish between a euphemism and the real thing. He can tell the difference between Christian fellowship and teaching. You are TEACHING!
After 30 years in ministry, if I don’t know my calling BY NOW and if I am not bold enough to stand in it, then I am as Holy Phony as the rest of them..
Yes, I am a teacher. But I am also a pastor, an evangelist, a prophet and if I knew what an Apostle is today, I might be one of them too. I am not ashamed of my calling simply because I am a woman. Man did not call me. God did! Man has to live with what God has already done!
So “either teach, as WOMEN OF GOD, OR GET OFF THE POT, Sister!
If you decide to teach, I can train you in 3-6 months. You don’t have to affiliate with me and no one has to know that I am the one who “undeceived you” and you can go about your merry way. It won’t matter to me. My concern is for those who are following you that some of you are feeding error every day, yet taking no responsibility for your error for fear that God will condemn you for teaching.
He will condemn you for being a hypocrite. You are teaching because the Lord has called you to teach anf you are pretending not to be a teacher because you are a woman. Sounds like a Catch 22 to me.
Time is runnin out, Gurl! Humble yourself right now, Gurl, to the fact that you are teaching without proper training! Time is too short to be narrow-minded and petty. You need to get your act together, like yesterday! ASAP! WOMEN, YOU MUST NOT KEEP SILENT FOR YOU MUST TEACH. EITHER STAND UP AND TEACH BUT GET TRAINED FIRST.REBELLION IS A,S THE SIN OF WITCHCRAFT.
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My name is Wenona and I am the editor of RESCUE Ministry newsletter for Pam Sheppard Ministries and RESCUE Online Fellowship.
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