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The institututional Church is a Haunted House, A White-Washed Tomb

22 Monday Jul 2013

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We all have been lulled into a semi- or fully-delusional state where we are drugged into believing something we know deep down inside ‘just isn’t right.’ We just went to church and went along with the programs to get along. We didn’t want to rock the boat, so to speak, out of fear that we would be labeled ‘rebellious,’ ‘unfaithful,’ ‘unteachable,’ or a host of other names leadership likes to place on thinking people who were blessed with common sense AND wisdom to know game when they see it.

When I was a faithful pastor in the IC, I had several memorable dreams that showed me the spiritual condition of the entire IC but I misinterpreted them. I thought the dreams were pertaining to the actual church I saw,when a particular church was only intended to be representative.

The pulpit and altar area was defiled with menstral blood, feces and urine. I would dream about toilets overflowing in the sanctuary. I did not understand those dreams until after I left the IC.

I now know that the defilement represented the plagues.For in the natural, plagues have broken out because of infectious, unclean conditions like rats and such. The unclean natural condition of a house will cause it to be condemned, boarded up.A haunted house is filled with the demons that once inhabited the dead who lived in that house.

I call the IC a haunted house because it is filled with evil spirits who have taken over, because of the plagues. Jesus called the religious folk of his day, white washed tombs on the outside, contaminated with dead men’s bones on the inside. This is the IC today. It is a huge whitewashed tomb. A haunted house.

Don’t let the white washed physicality, Her stained glass beauty fool you. The spirit realm is invisible to our eyes but it still exists. in the spirit realm,every pulpit is covered in unclean blood,urine and feces.

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To learn more, you need following books: Come Out of Her, God’s People, Faces of the Religious Demon. The Fake Jesus, the New Idolatry and Be Delivered From Deliverance Ministry. The paperbacks and ebooks can be reviewed and obtained at http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/pam_s911

Prince Hall Freemasonry and The Curse of the Black Church

25 Friday Jan 2013

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prince_hallIt is difficult for churchgoers to believe that the Holy Spirit has left the entire institutional church.  Churchgoers will readily admit that some churches are defiled, but they will adamantly contend that  “good churches” still exist  in the land.  So to present a rational argument to the contrary, we need to go back in history and examine the influence of one particular group on the entire organized church system:  Freemasons.

Although freemasons claim not to be a religion, the Freemasons are one of the most secretive and controversial religious groups in the world. 

In a way, it is a universal religion in that potential members must believe in a higher power.  Like 12 Steps, the masonic lodges  claim not to care what higher power that is, but you must define it for yourself. However, besides the secret handshakes and numerous other rituals,  the deeper you go into their trenches, the one freemasons  all seem to be worshipping is Lucifer.

In his article entitled “Freemasonry and the Christian Church,” Russ Wise seriously sums up the dilemma for a churchgoer:

The central question that every Christian Mason must ask himself is “Who is Jesus Christ according to the Lodge?” Freemasonry’s founder Albert Pike was greatly influenced by the occult. In fact, Pike  was responsible for the rewriting of the rituals for all the degree work beyond that of Master Mason.

Because of Pike’s influence, Freemasonry has adopted an universalist approach toward divinity. According to Jim Shaw, a 33rd degree Mason who left the Lodge, Masonry teaches that “Jesus was just a man. He was one of the exemplars,’ one of the great men of the past, but not divine and certainly not the only means of redemption of lost mankind. He was on a level with other great men of the past like Aristotle, Plato, Pythagoras and Mohammed. His life and legend were no different from that of Krishna, the Hindu god. He is the son of Joseph,’ not the Son of God.”(18)

Jesus Christ is not to be looked upon as God incarnate, or as the Savior of humanity, but He is to be considered as no different from any other great spiritual leader or guru. To follow through with this conclusion, the Lodge does not permit the name of Jesus or Christ to be used in any of its prayers or rituals.

So clearly, to be a Christian Mason, you must blaspheme God by practicing idolatry.

Consider this.  A little over two centuries ago, the first two African-American Churches, the AME and the AME Zion churches were founded by men who were also  the first members of the  Prince Hall Lodge. The female counterpart known as the Eastern Stars came later in 1850. Even more revealing is that every Black denomination whether it be Baptist or Pentecostal, is a branch from the first two black Methodist churches. Therefore, like yeast, the freemasonry influence spread to every other black church or affiliation.

So let us examine this issue with the simplicity of the Lord’s logic. as a little leaven spoils the entire loaf, the Saviour  taught  that if you want to know the nature of a tree, examine  its roots.  A good tree does not bring forth evil fruit.  An evil tree does not bring forth good fruit. Simple.   Moreover, look at the foundation.  If its origins are  not built on the solid Rock which is Jesus Christ Himself. then its  foundation has been laid on sand. The fruit of a sandy foundation is wood, hay and stubble.

As a further consequence, all who add to or detract from the gospel of Jesus Christ are cursed according to Paul’s warning to the Galatian believers.  The freemasonry influence in the black church is pervasive because the founding fathers of both Prince Hall and the African-American Church are one and  the same folk. Simply put, the African-American Church is cursed because of Paul’s admonition to the Galatian believers:

I am astonished that you are so quickly deserting the one who called you by the grace of Christ and are turning to a different gospel– which is really no gospel at all. Evidently some people are throwing you into confusion and are trying to pervert the gospel of Christ. But even if we or an angel from heaven should preach a gospel other than the one we preached to you, let him be eternally condemned! As we have already said, so now I say again: If anybody is preaching to you a gospel other than what you accepted, let him be eternally condemned! (Galatians 1:8-9)

Masonic Christians, both blacks and whites,  have made a treaty with Pagans who worship other god’s, namely the Hindus, the Moslems, the Buddhists and those of all other false religions. They gather around a strange altar, the altar of Freemasonry, and worship a god named the Great Architect of the Universe (GAOTU).

Since  the GAOTU is a fallen  angel, the Christian Mason of the Prince Hall Lodges  have  been  assembling  around a strange altar,  worshipping a false god for more than 200 hundred years!!!

So you tell me.

as one small, but significant  example,  I was once a pastor of  a black church.  I refused to allow the masonic members of my congregation–who were trustees and other church leaders— to hold their masonic ceremonies in the church under my pastoral authority.  they reported me to the bishop who  is the one who gave me the appointment.

The bishop is a Prince Hall masonic lodge member.  Need I tell you who won that battle?  this occurred in 1994.  This particular bishop not only removed me from that charge, but in 10 years as a bishop in my region, he never gave me another appointment.  In 1996, I started a storefront church that this bishop ignored for the next 8 years.

In fact, this particular bishop’s  last official act in June 2004 at the western new york conference  was to remove my name from the church rolls in spite of the fact that I had  25 years of ministerial service in good standing!

   without a doubt, the Prince Hall Masonic Lodge rules the entire black  church. All churches under its rule have become a dwelling place of demons.

There are no exceptions.

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The Religious Spirit and the Out-of-Church Movement

07 Friday Dec 2012

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Just as the spirit of the Anti-Christ has permeated the entire institutional church, it should not be surprising that the enemy of our souls  has his hand in the out-of-church movement as well.  His goal? To discredit the movement at the ground level.  Since I have been a part of the “leave the church scene” for the last 8 years,  I have met all kinds of folk, each with a different motive–a different agenda.  Yet behind the personalities, the persuasions and the strategies, the enemy is in the midst to bring a stumblingblock against God’s true  endtime movement to replace the Harlot.

Churchgoers are varied and diversified,with complex and hidden motives and desires. Out-of-churchers are no less complex. To identify but a few strategies, the out-of-church movement is plagued by the damaged and the deceived.  Here are but a few of the enemy’s  strategies as they relate to the Harlot, the institutional church:

1. Satan has recruits who have been spiritually raped by the Harlot—former churchgoers   who are ruled by an unconscious hatred of Her. Consequently, on a subconscious level,  every video they make, every blog they write is compelled by that hatred in a very obsessive fashion.  In truth, they are outraged that the church not only abused them but also rejected them like a drunken patron is kicked to the curb and thrown out of “the club.’  There every action breathes “I am gettin even with that whore.”

When you have been stabbed in the heart by people who profess to “be Christian,” it certainly is a hard pill to swallow and Satan knows it.  So he is actually  the one who staged the abuse and the rejection so that once “out of-church,” Satan can then use their retaliatory  attack against the institutional church as a visible indictment od the entire out-of-church movement.  As an example, a growing number of damaged ex-churchgoers  have YouTube channels and blogs whose sole purpose is to  criticize and destroy the  Harlot.  Yet the enemy ignites their venom toward the goal of making THEM look like merciless and disobedient rebels,  in an attempt to do the reverse—discredit the entire out-of-church movement.

2. Satan also has also groomed a new breed of come-out-the church folk who seem to have left the institution because they got tired of following man and desire to wholeheartedly follow God, a noble reason indeed.  They speak of intimacy with God, hunger for Jesus and they have left the comfort of stain glass and pews because of an overwhelming love for the Lord and a desire to be led by Him alone. They desire to tear down the Harlot’s walls and to go deeper into a fellowship of closeness with Jesus.

 It all sound good.

Yet when you dig deeper and really get to know these folk, all kinds of hidden motives surface.  Some are secretly ambitious yet they feign piety.  Elitists and separatists are also among them .  Yet the worst of it is that many of them have experienced false conversions and they are actually worshipping the fake Jesus Sananda Immanuel. The more they distance themselves from others, the more they teach when they need to be taught,  the more they resist any kind of spiritual authority—-the more extreme they become,—- the more they  also discredit the out-of-church movement. 

There are  several other  strategies.

However what unites each strategy  together to fulfill Satan’s agenda  is   that they  ALL become “religiously non-religious.” In other words, they too become the thing that they are against.  They become “religious.”  So appalled at anything that even looks like the Harlot, they are against all order, all leadership, all gathering together, all worship—in other word’s  they become anti-everything that even remotely reminds them of the IC.  As a result , they turn the out-of-church movement into just another sect, pleasing the father of all religion and all sects, Satan himself.

My situation is unique in that as an ordained minister for 25 years, I could not perceive how I could even  function in my calling outside of church walls.  In fact, when the Lord led me out, He did not provide me with details.  He simply said “Pam, If you stay, I cannot use you here.  But let them PUT you out.”   Nine months later, what I assumed was an impossibility happened.  The Harlot PUT me out. 

I stayed in my wilderness for the next 7 years.  I waited for three years to be sent to another branch of the IC. It never dawned on me that I would not return to a sect or branch of what I had become familiar with, and loved, by the way. Instead,   He spoke in 2007 and with these words. ” I am not there. She is like a condemned building.  I have judged Her already.”  I waited for 4 more years for Him to provide me with a plan and to answer the question, “where do I send folk who come out, and they are seriously damaged?”

In  April 2012, I received the plan, Shortly thereafter,  the laborers.  The faithful five!!!

RESCUE, our online out-of-church ministry is up and running well.  If you need us, call 518-477-5759

 

RESCUE HELPS THOSE HEARING VOICES

11 Thursday Oct 2012

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Since childhood I have experienced all sorts of physical manifestations such as sleep paralysis, stayed lost in thought, and I have seen the paranormal. Later on in my life I began to hear voices and have terrible thoughts. These voices and thoughts suggested that I should harm others.

I was raised as a studying Jehovah’s Witness until I became a young adult. Once I became a young adult I stopped attending the Kingdom Hall because I wanted to sin sexually. Over the years, I have visited a few churches but I never again committed myself to another church or religion for that matter. During this point in my life, I became spiritually disillusioned and I thought that God had forsaken me due to my choices. As the voices and the terrible thoughts progressed, I would pray but the more I prayed the voices and thoughts seem to get worse. One evening I was just casually surfing YouTube and I came across some videos that Pamela Sheppard Ministries had posted about the altered states of consciousness. So I watched a few of Pam’s videos and she sounded like she knew what she was talking about and so I called her. That was the best decision I made.

When I was a child, an adult introduced me to sexual sin and Pam explained to me that sexual sin from childhood and false religion was the door that opened me up to experiencing demonic oppression. She explained to me who God truly is and she also explained to me the essential components of salvation. Pam taught me what condemnation was and how religiosity and the sexual sin caused me to feel intense shame. In a few months, I learned truths that will help me stand against the enemy in victory.

Under Pam’s ministry she has a group called RESCUE. RESCUE FELLOWSHIP has shown me a lot of love and support. RESCUE has helped me get pasT demonic accusation and condemnation and I have learned how to use my willpower to combat the voices and terrible thoughts.

If you are hearing voices or having bad thoughts and you need help, please call Pam at 518-477-5759 or email her at pamsheppard911@yahoo.com. Not only is she an ordained minister for 31 years, she is also a licensed therapist. She is both spiritually and psychologically equipped to help you. Perhaps you repeated a sinner’s prayer or you answered an altar call and ever since you’ve done this your life has gone downhill. Or maybe you’re like I once was—- you may be disillusioned with religion and the present day church but you STILL seek God

Don’t hesitate….cal 518-477-5759 today!

RESCUE IS ABOUT DELIVERANCE

10 Wednesday Oct 2012

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I  too was raised in a church most of my young life. God began to open my eyes to some of the deception that was going on in my own life and also in the church. It wasn’t until I began searching on the internet that I found Pam Sheppard Ministries and RESCUE FELLOWSHIP. Through deliverance counseling, Pam was able to help me to see how I had picked up many unscriptural doctrines and demons in the church. Deliverance counseling with Pam equipped me  to see how the enemy was able to use me to spread religion and not relationship with the real Jesus and how this affected my own relationship with the Lord.

 Deliverance counseling with Pam  is quite different from deliverance ministry. Breaking strongholds is  a process that Pam Sheppard Ministries  achieves through  RESCUE mentoring, counseling and asking questions. This mentoring is done in a group setting where a person is free to come and ask questions, receive written articles,  video teachings  and audio messages to help us  find out the truth required  to expose the false religion that each of us has  ingested.

Many people don’t know it, but much of what is being fed to the sheep in these days is false doctrine. Counseling  one- on-one with Pam  was my path to deeper things once Pam cast a demon of depression from my soul. Well, my self-deception began to gradually fade away by reading  Pam’s books.  For example, when I read “Faces of the Religious Demon,” I saw my charismatic, religious self.  Like most of us, I had my  pet spiritual fallacies. I reasoned, “Pam can’t be right about this or about that!’ Then  my eyes started to open. Yet, with each un-veiling, I became increasingly “un-deceived,” as my spiritual house came tumbling down like a row of stacked dominoes.

RESCUE has taught me that the Holy Ghost is unable to rebuke us in our spirits because of our self-deception. Consequently, the demons assigned to us begin to toss us about, to and fro. The enemy takes much pleasure in mocking God’s people. I can remember how I found myself mocked in every sphere, from finances to family, from friends to foe, from fallacy to faith, the demons assigned to me had themselves a good ole time! Yet once I swallowed my spiritual pride,  I ended up putting the demons on the run!

So I see RESCUE as a place where a person can go and begin the spiritual eye-opening process to become undeceived. When you join RESCUE,  what you are saying is, “I am tired of the lies and now I need to know the truth!” In RESCUE, the Holy Spirit will begin to reveal spiritual truths to you both suddenly and gradually in your own special mentoring group.RESCUE  GROUPS consist of   intimate and rewarding fellowship with a diversified group of like-minded saints from around the country, united at peace and love in Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

Personally, RESCUE  has been a place that I have been able to come and fellowship with those who have had the same experiences as I have. I feel safe and know that any question that I may have will be answered, truthfully and Biblically. RESCUE has also been a place that helps me to understand what it means to be a real Christian in the days that we live in. If anyone has serious problems in this area then RESCUE is the place for you. Pam can help you just like she helped me and RESCUE is a wonderful alternative to the Institutional  Church yet  better.  It surpasses the IC in terms of equipping the saints because  the members   are available every day, 24/7— not just  gathered in congregations on Wednesday or Sunday for a few hours! You will also form friendships and have guidance throughout your spiritual growth  process on a daily basis.

Call Pam at 518-477-5759 and your veil of confusion will be removed as mine was.

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RESCUE HAS PREPARED ME FOR ENDTIMES

09 Tuesday Oct 2012

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I have attended church all my life ever since I can remember. I was raised as Pentecostal and thought that our way was the right way to God…..that is until I grew up. I started questioning many of the things that I was hearing/had heard, things that I was seeing/had seen and the biggest question was am I really saved.

One day after experiencing something in church that I knew was not of God, I was searching the web for information on how to try the spirits when I came across Pam Sheppard’s Ministries. As I began to read her blogs and testimonies and ask myself some of the questions she pointed out about salvation, I knew I had to call her. I have learned so many things and realized that I have many things to unlearn as well.  As a result of my calls and counseling with Pam, I became a member of RESCUE so I could continue to be enlightened in these perilous times when the true Gospel is so desperately needed yet obviously overlooked in today’s IC. I feel so blessed to have found RESCUE ministries where I know I’ll get the cold, hard, truth regardless of whether it’s uncomfortable or not.  Because of RESCUE, I now know and accept that you must examine your salvation to make sure that a false conversion has not taken place and if you can’t or are not willing to then that probably means that you’re not saved.

I also had this overwhelming fear of endtime circumstances. Every time endtime discussions would take place, I would worry for days on end of how I would survive, especially since I am a quadriplegic and rely on a wheelchair for mobility. I depend on others to help me dress and accomplish many tasks that I know longer can. What will happen to me was all I could think about. As a member of RESCUE I received continued phone counseling where Pam addressed those fears by reminding me that once we are saved we are to walk in the joy of our salvation and how the bible tells us to fear not.

RESCUE has provided me with the support I need to deal with and overcome the hurdles the enemy throws my way. Anytime that I am feeling inadequate, doubtful, or discouraged, I know beyond a shadow of doubt that I can receive the encouragement, the exhortation, the fellowship, and the love from the brethren of those who are in Christ Jesus to strengthen me to continue to press on.

If you are having any questions or doubts about what you are or have experienced in the IC and you know something is not right but you can’t pinpoint what it is, or you’ve felt that you have been called out of church, you have been lied too, used, abused, just plain fed up with churchianity and you are looking for truth, the real truth that can make you free, please call Pam Sheppard at 518-477-5759 or contact her at pamsheppard911@yahoo.com.  Your spiritual well-being may very well depend on it.

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Why I Work for RESCUE and Pam Sheppard Ministries

07 Sunday Oct 2012

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My name is Wenona and I am the editor of RESCUE Ministry newsletter for Pam Sheppard Ministries and RESCUE Online Fellowship.

Before coming into RESCUE, I was an independent minister (who previously studied with T.D. Jakes’ Potter’s House School of Ministry) and blogger with my own (online) ministry. At the Lord’s leading, I closed it down and sought direction…and was led to Pamela Sheppard. What I have gained and continue to gain from my fellowship and co-ministering with RESCUE and Pamela Sheppard is fellowship, accountability, camaraderie, mentoring, wisdom, and unconditional love.

EVERY minister needs that. A safe place to land, to go where you can learn some things you THOUGHT you knew, where you can openly or discreetly share of your struggles without fear of exposure, exploitation or rejection. Pamela is unlike any leader I have ever encountered, and I have sat under the most famous of preachers, as well as the unknowns.

Pamela also SERVES the RESCUE family; there are no big ‘I’s’ or little ‘you’s’ in RESCUE. This ministry is here to RESCUE the damaged, the wounded, the broken- hearted, the abused sheep, the Remnant, from the clutches of religiosity. And last, but certainly not least, Pamela is like the older women in the Bible who teach the younger…young enough to still relate to the very real struggles of women (of ALL ages) in ministry, but yet old enough to have gained some INVALUABLE WISDOM along her own journey. That is a rare thing in THIS day and time!

I get emotional when I think about it…but I consider Pamela a TRUE spiritual mother. Other ‘first ladies’ and ‘mothers of the church’ who I ran into (in the church) were always stand-offish, fake, unloving, always seeking attention and adoration like queens. NOT PAM! Pam serves. She loves. Sometimes she tells the truth…and it may hurt. But she LOVES YOU enough to TELL THE TRUTH! As a woman in ministry, RESCUE has proven to be invaluable to me. Women in ministry need SPECIAL support..and you will find that a whole lot more at RESCUE!

And for those of you who are concerned about your individual ‘ministries,’ if they will be swallowed up in RESCUE. Let me tell you this: if you believe God has called you to what you are already doing and don’t wish to abandon that, Pamela makes no demands of your ministry to come up under hers…like they do in the institutional church. She is very supportive and will continue to be supportive of you. Like I said before, RESCUE is a SUPPORTIVE ministry. I used to be a lone ranger….but I tell you. Being a lone ranger (particularly in ministry) is a dangerous, foolish thing. ESPECIALLY AS A WOMAN! We all need someone to see the blind spots for us while we travel on this journey. And sometimes our rear view mirrors are off focus a bit and foggy. Don’t do it ALONE!

To join RESCUE call 518-477-5759.  Pam is accessible to all who call her.

RESCUE HELPS THOSE HEARING VOICES

07 Sunday Oct 2012

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Since childhood I have experienced all sorts of physical manifestations such as sleep paralysis, stayed lost in thought, and I have seen the paranormal. Later on in my life I began to hear voices and have terrible thoughts. These voices and thoughts suggested that I should harm others.

I was raised as a studying Jehovah’s Witness until I became a young adult. Once I became a young adult I stopped attending the Kingdom Hall because I wanted to sin sexually. Over the years, I have visited a few churches but I never again committed myself to another church or religion for that matter. During this point in my life, I became spiritually disillusioned and I thought that God had forsaken me due to my choices.
As the voices and the terrible thoughts progressed, I would pray but the more I prayed the voices and thoughts seem to get worse. One evening I was just casually surfing YouTube and I came across some videos that Pamela Sheppard Ministries had posted about the altered states of consciousness. So I watched a few of Pam’s videos and she sounded like she knew what she was talking about and so I called her.  That was the best decision I made.

When I was a child, an adult introduced me to sexual sin and Pam explained to me that sexual sin from childhood and false  religion was the door that opened me up to experiencing demonic oppression. She explained to me who God truly is and she also explained to me the essential components of salvation. Pam taught me what condemnation was and how religiosity and the sexual sin caused me to feel intense shame. In a few months, I learned truths that will help me stand against the enemy in victory.

Under Pam’s ministry she has a group called RESCUE. RESCUE FELLOWSHIP has shown me a lot of love and support. RESCUE has helped me get pasT demonic accusation and  condemnation and I have  learned how to use my willpower to combat the voices and terrible thoughts.

If you are hearing voices or having bad thoughts and you need help, please call Pam at 518-477-5759 or email her at pamsheppard911@yahoo.com. Not only is she an ordained minister for 31 years, she is also a licensed therapist. She is both spiritually and psychologically equipped to help you. Perhaps you repeated a sinner’s prayer or you answered an altar call and ever since you’ve done this your life has gone downhill. Or maybe you’re like I once was—- you may be  disillusioned with religion and the present day church but you  STILL seek God

 Don’t hesitate….cal 518-477-5759  today!

How I Overcame a False Conversion

19 Wednesday Sep 2012

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To talk to you about what RESCUE has done and is doing for me, I have to speak about where I came from.  I’m not talking about my heritage per se, but my religious background.  We all have our stories and our journeys, but one thing rung true: God is the one who saves, not man.  God chooses when and under what circumstance to call people unto himself, man can do nothing to affect being born again.

It is common to hear of one growing up in church.  This was me.  Until my older years I “backslid” (these are in quotations because I considered if one can really slide back from God) and was doing almost everything a sinner would do.  I returned to the church system through a group called “Discipleship Group” which met weekly on Thursdays.  The purpose was for the pastor to disciple us, guide us in the way of truth.  One evening I was emotional and spoke to the pastor about what I was going through.  He decided to pray for me, and I prayed after him.  I remember telling God that I was sorry for the sins that I was doing and asking him to forgive me and come into my heart.  The next day I felt better, freer, it was a different kind of feeling.  I broke up with my live-in fiancée and just felt better.

People were proud of me for the conversion, and soon after I slid easily into different ministries prayer offering monthly, children’s church, choir, Friday meetings, Wednesday prayer meetings – everything that had to do with church activity, I was there.  However, like a poorly constructed house, my foundation was not solid.  I grew fruitless.  Actually, I grew fruit, but this fruit was of the prince of this world.  I knew this out of the things I felt against others in the church, I was jealous, angry, envious, very prideful, impatient, selfish all the sins of the flesh.  I had a soul tie with another in the church and it was a terrible thing to break, very painful for both.  I still attended church, still had communion because I thought I was “ok” with God and God was “ok” with me.  That was pride. Friendships ended, and relationships broke.  However, I still maintained that I was “born again” because in truth, all of the works I did, things I knew of the bible things I stopped doing in flesh were reasons why I was born again.  Although I could quote scripture to justify certain things or discussions, when one looked really close you could tell the fruit on the tree was worldly, and slowly others were beginning to see the fruit of the world in me – but only a few.

I met Pam through a friend of mine.  At the time of meeting Pam (or shortly thereafter) I left the organized church system.  The first or second meeting Pam went through the very essentials of salvation: Repentance, Rebirth and Resurrection.  I did not fully understand repentance and resurrection.  In fact, I gave very basic, textbook responses to repentance and rebirth, but when it came to resurrection, I had no real clue.  Pam knew that I had not been truly born again of God’s Holy Spirit, but I was afraid to accept that.  I was still very religious.  I still believed and held on to my working for salvation.

I know now that religiosity is not just the act of attending church buildings.  Some are there now that are truly born again and God would reveal himself to them to leave. It is almost like belief system that one has.  During the time with Pam, I was very much religious although having left the organized church the church (religiosity) was ingrained in me.  Religiosity was my belief system, although disguising it in the form of “godliness”.  But God knew that I was not of his flock.  During the time of officially leaving the organized church, I have had several false rebirths, where demons would either give Pam a feeling that my salvation was near and in one instance, she felt to speak in tongues.  In another instance demons would give me tingling sensations and good feelings, which I attributed to being born again.  But even the tingling feelings and sensations I came to understand are not of God.  On one occasion, I held a telephone session and toward the end of the session Pam simply asked me to call on the name of Jesus Christ.  But I found that I could not open my mouth to say with all my heart that Jesus Christ is Lord.  That was surprising to me, as I never would have thought much about religious demons or spirits would prevent a person from a simple act.  Of course, Pam spoke right to the demon with authority of Jesus Christ of Nazareth and commanded it out.

It took almost two years being in contact with Pam before God would save me.  During the two years I went through anguish, my flesh wanted to be born again – but wanted it for the wrong reasons.  I would cry out in anguish to be born again, but God did not hear me.

During the first year with Pam, I had a dream that stood out completely from everything else.  In the dream my surroundings was pitch black.  Not just in colour but in thickness also.  However, I could see me clearly.  I was alone and calling out to God, but God was not answering me.  He was not hearing me, yet I was calling and calling.  For the next few months I woke up every morning and went to bed every night with this heavy load on my shoulders – sin.  No matter what I did or said, I could not shake this load.  I went through many emotions, angry at God, angry at myself, angry at my friends/family.  I briefly went through a stage where I said well if I am a sinner then may as well be happy in my sin.  But I was not happy at all.  I was more miserable, and those “happy” times of things I did were just temporary and when those moments were over the load on my shoulders.  The kind of happy I needed was not a temporary thing.

Throughout this time Pam and I kept in contact, I was in counseling with her every month.  She was firm and direct, not the soft and pliable personality that I was used to.  But I realized over time that Pam was who I needed.  Someone who stood firm in the faith of Jesus Christ of Nazareth who was called of God to do what she does, and ready to rebuke and speak truth to things as they were.  Soon everything that I held on to for dear life fell off.

What I came to understand is that repentance is not turning away from the sins that I did, because let’s face it even people who aren’t born again can feel “sorry” for hurting someone and would turn away from doing that again.  So going back to the salvation experience I held on to and that Pastor and I praying, my belief then was that the types and amounts of sins that I considered sinful against God, was what I confessed to God.  Through my journey, I understood that sin was placed on me – those things that I did were symptoms of my sinful state.  I did try scrub myself clean by forcing myself to be emotional and cry and call out for God or vow to “do the right thing” but He knew better, and did not respond to those fleshly attempts.

What I worshipped before was another spirit, another Jesus.  Jesus said that we worship Him in Spirit and in Truth.  How could I have worshipped God before being unsaved and in the flesh?  Something else was receiving my praises and giving me good feelings, but it was not God.

Around Easter 2012, just before the holidays I was at work and felt a tingly feeling on my arms and neck and heard this song I used to sing while in the church called “God is an Awesome God”.  At first I wanted to praise and say Yes, I am saved!  But when the tingles continued I remembered what Pam taught, that those fleshly feelings are not of God.  So I refused to give in.  Some of you will think I was too presumptuous, that’s okay I don’t believe that God would save you through tingly feelings and a song.  The main thing that I needed was true repentance of godly sorrow an understanding and belief in the resurrection that Jesus Christ of Nazareth was in flesh like you and I, and died in flesh, and rose from death three days later still in flesh.  That can only happen by the power of God!  Yes, I know some happen these days that try to mock Jesus’ resurrection, but the power of God changed Jesus’ body after he ascended into heaven – a Glorified body that He will never die again!  He is the first to have a glorified body, and we will get those too when he return.  I had to understand rebirth, by the Holy Spirit that God puts into you.

On April 15, 2012 while at home doing homework, I began to feel upset.  Upset at the devil.  He deceived me into following him.  I followed him and worshipped “another spirit”, a fake Jesus calling that entity “lord”.  Deep down in my core I refused to worship the fake Jesus any longer.  I remember crying out to God in a sorrow that I had not felt before, thanking Him for Jesus Christ who died for this blotch that had been “me”.  Sin.  He died that even though I was following the fake Jesus, I the captive could be set free and be alive in Jesus Christ of Nazareth.  I knew that I knew of a different faith a saving faith, that God raised this Man, Jesus Christ from dead in flesh like I am in flesh and only because of this can I have life, and I knew that I knew that I knew that He lives and sits beside the Father.  He came to set the captives free.  I was captive and He came to set me free!!

I did not think often at why God chose that time to save me.  But in writing this post I now realize that: Salvation does not belong to man.  It belongs to God.  He chooses when or how or under what circumstance.  No amount of my crying out in flesh anguish or begging could budge what God had planned to show me.  This is the same for religious acts, no amount of serving in church or cleansing the outer body could affect being born again.  This is a “God” thing, though His Son Jesus Christ of Nazareth.   Since being born again, I’ve been in an online group called RESCUE.  RESCUE is a place that I could go to and speak about issues I was going through or things I didn’t understand and importantly learn the wiles and strategies of the enemy.  This group is not rigid and cold or religious, on the contrary it is warm, loving and open.  Recently, I realized that this group has been showing me how to be open to trusting and loving others in the Faith.  The walk in Truth is really never meant to be a stand-alone journey, Christ Jesus taught his disciples to really love one another with the love of God.  In the same way we strive to walk in truth, to love – and sometimes love means to correct and rebuke in Christ – and to keep ourselves until the day of Jesus Christ’s return.  RESCUE is a place of truth, and freedom.

Thank you Pam for the Truth you bring, for your love and strength in Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

To become a RESCUE Member, give us a call at 518-477-5759.

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Strong Delusion? NO ONE IS EXEMPT!

15 Sunday Jul 2012

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Some think that because they never attended an institutional church, they are exempt from deception. Recently I made a presentation entitled “Satan’s Greatest Deceptions” with some Hebrew Israelites in attendance. Among them were those  who had  not attended the IC as long as 2 decades, while others had never attended any church. Toward the end of my teaching,  I stated that ALL of the elect of God in our generation have succumbed to satanic deception, more or less, in one way or the other.   The response of protest was so strong, that I was compelled to cease to continue and I turned off the tape.

 Those present are convinced that because they either never were or have not been a part of the IC, as Hebrew Israelites, they have completely escaped deception.  (Click here to listen to the message)

Yet I stand firm in my warning to Hebrew Israelites and to ALL other religious cults. Certainly it is clear that Satan has had a seat in the Institutional Church for some time.  He gained it with the first IC, under the rulership of the Emperor Constantine, he had no control over the Protestant Reformation, but over a few hundred years, the enemy has infiltrated every one of Her many branches. As I have studied the practices and beliefs of Hebrew Israelites, it is clear to me that Satan didn’t just infiltrate it.  He is the author and finisher of it.

The truth of the matter is that in this lukewarm, spiritually blind Laodicean age, God has already released strong delusion and no one or group is exempt.  There are no exceptions because God is the one who has given Satan the opportunity to deceive ALL, including the elect. Isn’t it biblically clear that throughout the ages, it is the way of the Almighty to use this planet as a battleground and a training school for the elect?

If we who will reign with Jesus Christ of Nazareth and share in His judgment of angels, doesn’t it naturally and spiritually follow that we ourselves must be tried in the fires of refinement?  The Lord asks all Laodiceans to come and buy gold that has been tried in the fire, so that our spiritual blindness will be removed and we will be able to see clearly.

How do we buy gold?

 God uses the enemy to train us how to overcome sin.  Once those lessons are learned, then we enter the spiritual boxing ring of the religious spirit that is assigned to deceive us and keep us deceived. In the training process, we come to know Satan’s ways and his TRUE agenda.  Without knowing what the enemy is REALLY after, how can our victory over him be complete?

As Satan tried to sift Peter as wheat, he will also try to sift every one of us to see if we are worth our salt.  A part of that sifting is to be deceived, yet rise out of deception to truth.

The only One exempt from deception is God Almighty.  So if you are among those who believe that you have not been deceived, then you are deceived already.  Some of you  will prevail to victory, while those who are proud in their beliefs and their practices will be deluded beyond repair.

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Without the Resurrection, Preaching Is Powerless

28 Thursday Jun 2012

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I preached sermon after sermon from a denominational pulpit for 25 years. For 10 years as a travelling evangelist, I preached an average of 30 sermons a year. However the 15 years as a pastor, I preached at least 720 sermons a year. Consider also that I watched others sermonize for as much as 20 times a year for 20 years.

Consequently, I have seen the work and met the souls up front and personal. Yet sad to say, I can only remember how the human presentation of the unfathomable victory and power of Cavalry and the Lord’s empty tomb has blurred and even watered down the gospel message to such an extent, that it has spiritually thrown multitudes off the track to a solid and steadfast conversion and rebirth. In fact, when I look back in reflexion, I am horrified by the disastrous confusion produced by ALL of us preaching every conceivably human experience other than Jesus Christ of Nazareth crucified and raised from the dead.

Early in my preaching days, the Lord spoke to me in a dream and said ever so kindly, “Pam, don’t forget to call my name in your sermon on Sunday morning.” I could have been embarrassed but instead, I was deeply convicted.

I never forgot to call His name yet when I preached the resurrection, it seemed like everyone, including other ministers, were in a state of total religious blindness!!!!

As a seasoned preacher, I realize today that the problem with behind the pulpit sermonizing is the mind of the preacher. The enemy has done a masterful job in calling preachers whose minds are unclear about what being raised from the dead means. For as the serpent beguiled Eve, the mind behind the pulpit in this hour is corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ.

It is a fearfully blasphemous thing to hinder the Holy Ghost from reaching those whom the Lord called and chose for Himself before the worlds were framed.

Woe be to all who scatter His flock by not preaching in every single sermon, the power of the Lord’s resurrection to raise the dead spirits into eternal life.

You can’t preach what you do not understand. If you do not understand the Lord’s resurrection, you need to watch the video above.

Calls will be received at 518-477-5759.

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The Harlot Will Make You Ambitious To Serve Her!

26 Tuesday Jun 2012

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My first date. I was 18 and a freshman at SUNYA. this was my first boyfriend! lol

In Christ for 35 years now, I have learned “a thing or two” concerning what it means to be crucified in Him, yet still be alive. Keeping it simple, I have learned that to die in Christ is to look for or expect nothing for self.

I expect to be misunderstood by some with this post. I ignore the swine and cast my pearls to those who hunger to press on to perfection in Him.

So this is my story, this is my song, praising my Savior all the day long!

June 198o. Landed my best job in state govt in the field of corrections. Worked it for 17 years while I was also in ministry in an AA denomination. I was on lunch break! lol

I knew early on in life that I was supposed to be “special,” perhaps famous. Intellectually, I aspired to be a college professor at the master’s degree level. I was blocked. Then there was my beauty. It caused people to think me the next Lena Horne or the Halle Berry of my generation. Instead, I entered into state government. Once there, I strived to be the top dog–a Commissioner or a Director but God did not allow it, blocking me at every turn.Consequently, I remained in middle management, writing reports and letters for the Governor’s signature. I learned how to serve others.

When I entered into ministry, I did not know what to expect. Confronted in my dreams by a religious demon, the Lord allowed him to put me to the test. I received several dreams that showed me that I was to pastor a mega church of thousands. I saw myself, strutting across a platform bible in hand, teaching countless people, on a par with Juanita Bynum, Paula White or even Joyce Meyer. On the real, when opportunities DID present themselves, doors were immediately shut tight. Since I was well deceived, believing these messages of ministerial fame were from the Lord, it was the enemy’s intention that I would first be frustrated, and ultimately be so disappointed that I would “curse God and die..”

When your aspirations and expectations for self glory are high, and they are not achieved, many wallow about feeling like failures. However, if you are crucified in Christ, none of it matters because for you, only Christ is gain. The world and its attainments become as dung. Garbage. Waste.

Not once did I feel like a failure when my enemy given aspirations came to naught. For in the ongoing process of the “test”, I lost all desire for self acclaim. I came to see that one can chase a thousand but two can chase 10,000. By revelation knowledge, I came to be satisfied in my place in His body, desiring nothing for myself. I accept that while I live, my job is to prepare others to swing the mighty blow against the foe. The fruit of my life-long test is that WHO does the Lord’s work does not matter. How the work is done is no longer any consequence to me. My personality has buried personal ambition and so I am crucified in Christ, nevertheless I live. Yet not I. It is Christ who lives in me.

How does He live in me? I have lost personal ambition. My lack of ambition is neither passivity or laziness, for I am always ready to take action. Yet my soul is so united to the Lord, that I rest from the complexities of making this or that decision as I simply accept the choice of the Holy Ghost. Since I am bold and unafraid, the ambitious in ministry are often “intimidated” so they often make fruitless and useless attacks when I touch upon one of their pet religious peeves. Yet a crucified person is never offended by critics. Why? Because we want for nothing. Therefore. I receive the petty blows with a quiet spirit as I shake the dust and move on.

In fact, people believe that I am very busy but I work without feeling like I am working. For when I write a book, a blog, counsel, mentor or teach and train, I am doing what I love to do. Whenever, God decides to sit me down, I will accept His decision and simply enjoy the rest of the life that He allows me to have.

Then again, when you are crucified with Christ, you become an eternal person. You live your life as though it does not stop with your last breath on earth. This is how I live today. I don’t sweat the fact that more than half my life is over.. Why? Because with every word I write in a book or a blog, with every audio or video message that I produce, I am planting seed for generations to come. It does not matter if I achieve glory while I live. I don’t live for self glory.What matters is “the fruit.” As a book written by the dead was used by God to un-deceive me, then when I am gone, my books will remain for the living when I have passed over. In her book, “War on the Saints,” Jessie Penn- Lewis became my deliverer in 2003 though she died in 1915. So I rest in peace while I yet live out my remaining years, because I too have planted seed into the earth.

In the meantime, the Lord may desire to use me to help YOU. Don’t be embarrassed or proud about that. Pride goes before a fall.Some of you want to remain independent. I understand that. I too am independent and I will never again submit to any religious authority. Even so, I realize that the work we all do independently must come together like a well-knitted tapestry, as none of us is an island unto ourselves. We are the Body Of Christ. He is the Head. The part I play is crucial. I am like a drill sergeant who prepares the troops for war.

So just give me a call. I will not judge you. In fact, whatever you are going through, I have probably been tested or tempted in that area over the last 35 years in Him. So give me a call at 518-477-5759.

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Moving Forward By Losing Baggage

20 Wednesday Jun 2012

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In 1979, I was sent to the Institutional Church because of the urgency of 3 dreams that compelled me to find   a particular pastor.  In the book, “Come Out of Her, God’s People,” I describe the events of that particular time.

“I preached my first sermon with such fire and conviction that even my enemies in that church voted for me to be licensed.  They believed that this was the Lord’s thing and they did not want to mess with me.  Even though I was treated like an unloved step child for the next 25 years, my skill at preaching made room for me, no matter how uncomfortable the listener. A few hearers were bold enough to sit and do crossword puzzles right in my face, while others sat with bland faces, pretending that they were not convicted, but they were. I’d come out of the pulpit and stand at the aisles of the un-attentive—bible in hand,— preaching powerfully  through their resistance.  In the early days, some would not come to church if they knew in advance that I was the preacher of the hour. However, my skill caused those who did not like me personally to love the way I preached. These were those who were eager to have me prick their hearts. pg.70”

Consequently, when I left the Institutional Church in 2004, I was carrying a lot of baggage–particularly in the area of religious doctrine and various  practices. Yet the thing I loved the most was preaching.

 When I entered the IC in 1979, I did not know what a sermon was.  When I witnessed my first sermonic performance by my first pastor, Rev. Lester, all I could do was sit there on that pew and cry.  Once I entered ministry a few years later, I was required to preach a sermon.  I said to myself, “Sermon?  What in the world is that?”

Actually, the first sermon I preached was at night.  I preached it in a dream.  In fact, I awakened from sleep, “sermonizing”.  Since then, I have uttered  at least 2000 sermons in various pulpits. I went from long outlines, to short ones on index cards hidden in the bible, , to notes on little pieces of paper, to simply opening the bible and submitting myself to the flow of the text and what I believed at the time was the inspiration of the Holy Ghost.

Then one day—-the Monday  after my 25th anniversary of preaching–October 25, 2006, the Lord spoke.   On Sunday, I had  preached a sermon called “What Do You Have to Burn.” The irony is that when I preached “What Do You Have to Burn,” I did not have the slightest idea that what I had to burn was “preaching.” For those who have the time to listen, click the title link to hear my last sermon.

So as I sat before the Lord on Monday, “I heard Him speak into my spirit, “Preaching is not building 3 point  messages from isolated texts and creating a sermon.  Sermonizing or homiletics is not of Me.  It is manmade.”

 Immediately I knew that anything spiritual that is manmade is religious and that anything religious has a form of godliness that is without power to bear genuine spiritual fruit. I also had a great deal of experience with people who heard a sermon that they they could not remember shortly thereafter.  I may have been deceived but not blind. Clearly,  the one who got the most out of my sermons was ME!

That was all the Lord needed to say.

It is important to state that He did not ask me to stop preaching, nor did He say that sermonizing is of the devil. Yet I could read between His lines.   I began to  recall how uncomfortable I always was sitting in pulpits.  Then I remembered various  images of my colleagues who seemed to be “taken over” by a force that I  always suspected  was not the Holy Ghost.

   Instantly—-cold turkey—-I dropped the baggage of “sermonizing” and I have not looked back. It was not difficult.  Once the Lord revealed His heart, my desire to preach immediately left me.

  Do I utter today?  Yes, but I am very careful in how I use the scriptures when I teach, making sure that I remain in accord with the text within its original context.  However, if a pastor was to invite me to his or her church to speak, I would decline.  I do not step foot in churches.

 To look back is TO GO BACK. Anyway,  All I would say to the Harlot is “Come Out of Her, God’s People.”

Among those who have left the IC,  there are many of you  who are still carrying a lot of religious baggage and you need to be de-programmed.  I can help with that so call 518-477-5759.

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Why The Enemy Needs Tongues

15 Friday Jun 2012

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Speaking in tongues was  one of Gods gifts to his people to help spread his message among His people. One the Day of Pentecost, in one local community there were 17 different languages spoken. They ALL heard the gospel in their own language.  <a href=”“>

I believe that tongues have ceased.  The reason I believe that all tongues spoken today is a counterfeit is based on simple logic and basic commonsense. I found that  as I conducted research for the book “the fake Jesus,”  tongues actually DID cease as Paul told the Corinthians that they would.  History reveals that tongues ceased for 19 centuries.

Think about it. No Christian needed or ever heard of “a prayer language” for 1900 years!!!!!.

Why did tongues cease?

Well, because its purpose had been fulfilled.

Here is a quote from the Fake Jesus: Fallen Angels Among Us.

“God Himself brought forth many languages to hinder the building of the tower of Babel. In Genesis 11, we read that because of the people’s rebellion, God confused the language of all the earth so that the people would not be able to understand each other’s speech, How ironic and counter-rebellious on the part of Maitreya. As Satan’s representative of endtimes, Maitreya plans to do just the opposite in Mystery Babylon, which includes the organized church. Maitreya’s goal is to cause all who speak in different tongues to hear him in ONE tongue. This is a complete reversal of God’s actions to hinder the tower of Babel. This is blasphemy to the nth degree.  Anyone who does not close the door to self-induced passivity is at risk of becoming reprobate.”

In the Fake Jesus, the connection of the speaking in tongues movement to Satan’s endtime agenda is exposed.

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I Was Set Up to Be A Signs and Wonders Seeker

12 Tuesday Jun 2012

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 I started out for 33 years of life an atheist.  Once I had a ‘Damascus Road” type of experience with the Lord, I was sold out for Him.  And it was two years—1979–before I attended any church.  I went because I had 3 consecutive dreams of a local pastor, and all 3 dreams urged me to find this man, the late Rev. Lester.  (not his real name.) Not once in more than 25 years did I ever consider that it was NOT God who sent me those dreams.  I didn’t find out until AFTER I had finished my 4th book, “the Fake Jesus:Fallen Angels Among Us.”  How did I find out?  The Lord spoke to me and  quietly  said, “I did not send you those 3 dreams that sent you to that church.”  Simple.

Why did He wait so long to tell me this?

Well, I never asked Him.  I kinda “knew” without asking.  I needed to know the depth of perversion and depravity the organized church system actually is “from inside.”  You might say, “I was a spy.” I was never really a part of the system because the demons in it recognized that I was a spy before I actually knew it myself.  The Lord allowed a messenger of Satan to give me 3 dreams and several confirming signs that I was supposed to be there.  I was a church person for 25 years, in ministry about two years after I  first arrived.  I was in a denomination where several churches in a region are “connected.”  So I got to know about 200 ministers, about 10 percent of them as close regional associates.

Well, I knew it was depraved from the beginning.  My first pastor was a closet homosexual who also practiced a Caribbean form of witchcraft called “obeah.” He was one of the first to die of AIDS in the early 80’s.  Most of the ministerial elders that I had to submit my ministry to were depraved.  Thieves, drug abusers, fornicators, homosexuals, child abusers, you name it, undercover and sometimes openly, they did it.

I stayed as long as I did because the religious spirit assigned to me played  a convincing game to prove that  God had me in the system to cause the system to repent.  So I was on my knees, sobbing, wailing and travailing for 25 years.  When things only got worst, commonsense should have told me, “Hey Pam, Don’t you “get it?” God is not answering your prayers in this matter. Why can’t you ‘figure it out?’ If God has not answered your prayers for repentance for 25 years, perhaps it is because “the time of repentance is over.  It just ain’t goin to happen, Gurl!!! Get up off your knees!”

I was pretty comfortable in the denomination in 2003.  I had started my own church and I kept my self separated from the religious politics, and the Bishop did not particularly care WHAT I was doing.  He treated me like I didn’t exist, and that worked well for me.  Then one day, the Lord spoke to me in a dream.  He showed me that “it was time to go.” He said “but let them PUT you out.”  Since I was not in any kind of trouble with the upper echelon, it seemed implausible that they would put me out.  Well 9 months from the dream, my name was removed from the denominations rolls.

Once out, I devoted myself to my online ministry which had begun in 2002 and to the church that I had founded in 1996. From 2004-2007, I waited for the Lord to send me to a different denomination, with my eyes on Full Gospel, non denominational groups.  It didn’t happen.  Then in 2007,  the Holy Ghost spoke again.  He compared the organized church to an inner city condemned building.  In short, He said “I’ve judged it already and I am no longer there.”

I said to myself “this COULD be the devil.” It was too incredulous for me to believe that the Holy Ghost was not in the church.  I was in a state of shock.   So I tried the spirits through the study of church history for one year.  After that year, I knew I had heard from the Holy Ghost.  He is NOT there.

Since God is not there, no point in ME being there either!

 The details of my  story are in the book, “Come Out of Her, God’s People.”  It is an eye opener that should be a part of your library. It is an “ah ha” kind of book.  It explains a lot about the organized church, its ministers and its members as well as “it plagues.” Also if you want to discuss this, your comments are welcome.

 If you already know I speak the truth, you are invited to become a member of my online ministry. Once you register.  I will either  to mentor, train you or both, call 518-477-5759.

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12 Tuesday Jun 2012

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If It’s the Devil’s Power, I don’t Want It!

11 Monday Jun 2012

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By Pamela Sheppard

Those whom the Lord saves who were accustomed to supernatural experiences like telekinesis, poltergeist and other magical types of manifestations will try to explain such phenomena with scriptures. They rationalize and continue to believe that psychic phenomena are the gift of miracles.

For example, I was just born again a year or so when I spoke to a storm and it seemed that I stopped it. It was one of those summer storms. My clothes were drying on an outside line and I had just settled down in my backyard in a lawn chair with a cool drink when the sky got dark and the winds kicked up. I stood up, spoke directly to the storm and commanded it to leave. I kid you not, it rained all around my backyard, but not a drop fell where I dwelled. The sun came back out, shined only above me, while the entire neighborhood was flooded with rain. It was quite a deluge. So of course, I connected this incident to the Lord speaking to a storm and what He said about speaking to mountains as my biblical “confirmation. I look back now and I realize that this manifestation was not from God. The motive? To make me into a signs and wonders, charismatic freak. The fallen angel responsible was quite successful. It didn’t take much to turn me into granola—a fruit, a nut and a flake!

Here is the crux of the problem. As a product of New Age occultism, Christians with psychic phenomena in their past remain ignorant of the deception of the mighty foe. So once born again, each of us has been assigned a religious/witchcraft spirit entity whose job is to seek every opportunity to buffet us with counterfeits of the gifts of the Holy Ghost that seem to be from God.. The assigned fallen angel or demon waits for an element of the flesh to manifest itself in the new believer, in order to gain his master’s end. The Apostle Paul calls that aspect of our flesh by the name of witchcraft. Like Simon the Sorcerer, we carry in our flesh a lust for the supernatural that the enemy works with. Since occultists are trained to expect the supernatural, hidden in our flesh remains the same desire AFTER we are saved.

How did I overcome? My story is in “Come Out of Her, God’s People.”

I experienced many dealings of the flesh—many trials, tribulations and tests.

Being put to death in the flesh goes on and on. Overcoming was not finished in one mighty stroke. The Holy Spirit covered all bases, first dealing with my ambition for the 3 p’s of prestige, prominence and power. What helped me is that even when I was a sinner, , I was a lover of the truth. So I became one who sought spiritual truth at all cost. Also, as Paul was assigned a religious demon–a thorn in his flesh–to develop him, so was I.

I am a overcomer because my religious demon presented me with trials and temptations to overcome. From 1977-2003, —26 years–the religious demon was in the driver’s seat regarding charismatic manifestations. I was completely duped. yet in 2003—, once I prayed “Lord, show me the darkness that is around me,”— all things continue to be exposed.

In every test, I had the choice of going down and being crushed by the spirit of the anti-christ or rising up in spirit victory. I ROSE UP!

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When You Come Out of the Institutional Church, Don’t Look Back!

24 Thursday May 2012

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My personal testimony of how I came to leave  the church is in the first chapters of “Come Out of Her, God’s People”. in the ebook  www.lulu.com/content/10430823 and the paperback, www.lulu.com/content/7285131.

 In a nutshell, the Holy Spirit will inform you when it is time for you to leave church.  In fact, if it were not for Him, I would still be there.  When the Holy Spirit led me out of church, I was pastoring a work that I had founded myself.  So it had never crossed my mind to completely leave the church. For a minister of the gospel to leave church  after 25 years of faithful service sounded like a preposterous idea to me–absolutely inconceivable.  I was settled and comfortable in the denomination, in spite of the fact that I had never really been embraced with open arms. I had the best of both worlds: spiritual covering from a well-respected denomination that  left me to my own devices. So I had almost complete independence to bring forth pentecostal, word of faith teachings in a denominational setting.

So what happened?  First of all, I had a dream. A very clear, significant dream where the Lord actually spoke to me.  I wanted to believe it was the devil because I didn’t like what I heard and saw in the spirit.  I was called by name. the Spirit said “Pam, I cannot use you in this place. You are a light hidden under a bed.  You MUST leave.  But let them PUT you out!”

Put ME out?  This MUST be the devil, I thought to myself.  They can’t put me out.  I have been a faithful servant in this denomination for 25 years.!!!!

Well, I did not have long to wait. I was at the Y, doing my  afternoon lap swim  when my pregnant daughter came waddling in and screaming “they are after you, Ma! The denomination is investigating you.” I got out  of the pool, sat on its side and listened to my daughter’s emotional report.  She had run into the proverbial grapevine.  Yet this was not gossip.  It was true. The dream was confirmed in less than a week. The denomination was about to PUT ME OUT.

It took 9 months.  I had the dream in September 2003 and the denomination removed my name from its rolls in June 2004.It was June 25th, 2004. I had a dream that morning. I saw my head under the chopping block. I was beheaded. It came to me that I have the same ministry as John the Baptist: Preach repentance and prepare the way for the Lords SECOND coming.

Anyway, I still had my church that I had founded,  The denomination  had no authority or power to close it.  So I continued leading my church, expecting the Lord to send me to another church affiliation. Various sects and word of faith churches made some offers. However,  it was quite clear to me that all they wanted was my money and my attendance at their various meetings and conferences to obtain MORE money through conference fees and donations taxed my church.  We were small and poor. I could not rob my own congregation to send their  hard-earned dollars to an aloof, uncaring mega preacher, just to pay to sit on the front row of some conference.

So I waited 3 years. This time my sign  was more powerful than a dream.  I was wide awake.  I heard a voice in my head ask me this question, “Pam. would you put curtains up at the windows of a condemned building?”  I looked around to see if someone was there,  but I was alone.  I answered in my head “no.’  The voice continued.He talked for what seemed a long time.  Then He said “Pam. You are planning to travel around the world to conduct deliverance training seminars in any church that will open its doors to you.” I answered, “Yes.!”  By that time, I had been to a church in Lawrenceville Ga and one in Bermuda.

The voice then said “Well. Pam. conducting seminars in any church is like putting up curtains at the windows of a condemned building, I have already judged HER.”

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The Institutional Church Is An Evil Tree

23 Wednesday May 2012

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